�Where�s the car?�
He knew the voice, it grated on his nerves. �Good
morning, Ms
Knight.�
* Michael woke to the aroma of fresh coffee and to the warm pressure of a body lying entwined with his own. Opening his eyes a fraction, he gazed down at his still sleeping partner, carefully moving his hand up to stroke over the soft hair. Someone had swapped his mug of cold coffee for a hot one, but he didn�t want to move just yet. There didn�t seem to be anyone around on the ground floor so he assumed they were giving them some privacy. He vaguely wondered if he could convince Kitt that they should use a bed tonight. As he was pondering that thought, the android in his arms
shifted, opening
his eyes to the bright light of the warehouse.
�Have I ever told you how much I love waking up to you?�
Michael bit back whatever words were waiting. Instead he tried to read the emotions in Kitt�s eyes, bringing up his hand to stroke over his partner�s tousled hair. By the time he was ready to speak, he could no longer find the right thing to say. They�d become so used to communicating on a more basic level, on a level where words weren�t needed and everything was passed from one to the other as ideas, feelings and thoughts. At the start, that had been the problem because human emotions and the emotions felt by an Artificial Intelligence were very, very different. Transmissions coming from Kitt were completely alien to Michael, and those from Michael were too intense for Kitt to process. But they�d learnt and they�d grown. Before they�d been torn apart again, the translation of one another�s transmissions was instinctive. Movement upstairs brought them both back to the current
situation.
�We�d better move,� Michael spoke reluctantly.
* There was nothing odd about a car moving on its own, without a driver, as far as Nicholas was concerned. But being that Kitt was sitting in Swan�s android body on the seat at the end of the diagnostic area, it was slightly disconcerting to see the Trans-Am making its way across the floor of the warehouse. Only Kitt�s eyes moved to follow the movement of the car as he took remote control of the temporary computer on board, able to operate more and more functions as the minutes ticked by. Nearby, Karr was watching closely in case his younger brother slipped his concentration and lost control. But so far he hadn�t made a single mistake. He�d started off with drive and reverse. The turbo boost was out of the question, although he kept thinking about it, so he�d made do with circling the dark form of the second car, and later with winding in and out of some cones that Nicholas had put out for him with a twinkle in his eyes. _What are you doing?
Kitt ended his broadcast. Karr was still transmitting, but he just stopped receiving. How could he voice how he felt? How could he explain to an AI who knew nothing but the environment he was in that suddenly a whole new world was opening up and a growing part of him didn�t want to leave. That, more than anything else he could think of, was starting to frighten him. <Karr?>
Nicholas didn�t know quite what to say to Karr to explain the changes Kitt was experiencing. But somehow he understood them. Even though it was strange, even though it wasn�t anything like what he knew and felt safe and comfortable with, Kitt was naturally curious. He had an innate need to discover and to grow. This new situation undoubtedly frightened him, but he was already finding ways of dealing with it and the new sensations that this body afforded him. <He�s enjoying being close to his partner>
Karr puzzled about it for a while, but he was none the
wiser.
Nick sighed. He couldn't explain it to his
partner. This was
something that went beyond what he and Karr shared,
something he as a human
was able to comprehend to a degree, but Karr� it wasn�t
that he was too
inflexible, he just didn't have the necessary
experience. Nothing
like this had ever happened to the two of them, and even
if it did, Karr
wouldn't react like Kitt. Their basic construction
was the same,
their personalities, their lives, their whole character,
were vastly different.
Michael watched for Kitt playing with their car for two
hours before
coming downstairs. He was trying to give his partner
some space without
knowing why or even if Kitt needed it. He had a
feeling of foreboding,
but couldn�t place the emotion or the reason for it.
* Kitt had been disappointed when Michael had taken the driver�s seat in the warehouse. �I just have to pop in to the Foundation,� he�d explained, �then she�s all yours.� Kitt looked happier then. They pulled up in front of the manor house that served as the Foundation�s Californian headquarters. Kitt found himself experiencing nerves and excitement at once. They�d initially planned on avoiding this place. But a call to Devon had reassured Michael that Jennifer was busy in meetings at the Knight Enterprises building in the city. He had papers to deliver. Two minutes and they were gone. Killing the engine, he turned to Kitt. �You want to
stay here?�
Devon looked up at the knock on the door. �It�s open.� He smiled warmly when the door swung into the room. �Michael! Come in! It�s so good to see you.� He came out from around his desk, hand outstretched. Michael found he could return both the smile and the handshake. That had taken some considerable time to achieve. Devon�s eyes fell on the second person to enter.
�Michael, who�s�.�
But he didn�t finish his question. He stepped around
his friend.
�Kitt?�
For a long time, they stood like that, holding on to one another in a silent apology that was well overdue. Michael just watched, amazed. When Kitt released his hold, backing off almost
embarrassed, Devon placed
his hands on his shoulders. �I�m sorry. For
everything that
happened, for everything I was responsible for. And
for not saying
this earlier.�
* Implicit trust had never been lacking between them. Rather than anxiety, Michael felt a new exhilaration as Kitt drove them out of town and into the desert without touching the steering wheel. The car was as smooth as it usually was with Kitt watching over everything from his own CPU. Like this, the car�s basic functions were under his remote control, and he was looking for a suitable place to test the turbo boost. They were protected by the MBS anyway. But Karr had worried because communications, special functions like radar, microwave jamming, the scanners, ABS, All-Terrain Tracking, et cetera, et cetera were all off-line. If something happened, they weren�t altogether defenceless but they weren�t exactly at their best. Life was a constant threat. Somehow Michael knew that coming out with his partner was the right thing to do. There was a wondrous smile on Kitt�s face as he drove. He didn�t want to disturb his partner�s concentration and they didn�t need to speak. Like old times, the long drives, the silence between them was comfortable, familiar. Michael split his time between watching the scenery and watching his partner. A million questions had ploughed through his mind since yesterday morning. The one bothering him now was whether he�d be feeling what he was feeling if the android body Swan had moved Kitt into didn�t look quite as human as it did. The sandy brown hair cut short into the base of the neck just drew Michael�s fingers like nothing else. That attraction concerned him. He�d never been drawn to a man before, not physically. He considered his attraction to Kitt to run so much deeper than mere gender and personality. But there was no denying his feelings so he didn�t try to. His hand was reaching out before he knew it and he pulled
it back, smiling
as innocently as he could manage when whiskey-coloured
eyes met his own.
�Are you trying to distract me?�
For a time, there was no answer to that. Kitt took
the car to
the highest point in the area. He found some
seclusion and drew the
car to a halt in a sandy, desolate clearing with an
incredible view.
�Want to abuse some paintwork?�
Michael hesitated. �I won�t lie to you. I�ve
thought about
it, how it would be to have this permanently.� He
shook his head.
�I can�t answer your question. But I love you, Kitt,
however, wherever.�
Slowly, Kitt pulled out of the embrace slightly, head tilted up so that all Michael had to do was move an inch to kiss him. He felt the heat of his partner�s mouth, the power of his hands upon him. This was the addiction, of having someone loving him so gently, so completely. The input to his processor was controlled as far as this body went, as much as from the car but very different. Michael�s presence seemed to stimulate that input. He wondered if his hands on Michael�s body had a similar effect. He moved his fingers from Michael�s shoulders down over his back, tracing the muscles there, the sensation of Michael moaning into his mouth eliciting a mirror reaction in himself. One of Michael�s own hands was moving up over Kitt�s hip, under his white cotton shirt to touch the skin at his back. He felt his partner move against his touch, and his spread his fingers, pressing his palm to the small of Kitt�s back, fingers dipping into the waistband of his jeans. �You�re as beautiful to me in the car as you are now,
Kitt,� Michael
told him honestly.
�Well isn�t that touching.�
�When I saw the tapes from the R&D lab yesterday, I couldn�t for the life of me work out who it was with you.� Her eyes were on Kitt, but again her words were to Michael. She motioned at Kitt with the barrel of the small hand weapon. �I had to watch those tapes twenty times before I realised what it must be. And I must say, it�s quite remarkable. Not that I�d want to touch it,� she made a face, �let alone� kiss it.� She waited a beat, staring at Michael. �You aren�t
going to ask
me, are you? How I worked it out?" Her smile
was triumphant.
"Not once, not in all the time you were in Turner�s lab,
did you say a
word to the car.�
Michael and Kitt slipped off the hood of the car slowly,
Michael planning
their escape in his head, wishing for the hundredth time
that the link
was functioning. But Kitt stepped up to Jennifer,
going closer than
Michael liked.
Lifting the gun, she used the end of the barrel to sweep
his hair back
behind his ear. �I suppose I could make it fast, put
a bullet through
your main processor. I�m assuming it�s in your
head. I mean,
where else would they put it?� She drew the weapon
down, over his
jaw, across his throat. �Or I could show you what it
really means
to be human.�
Michael uselessly yelled Kitt�s name at the same moment as his partner�s scream penetrated the silence left behind by the gunfire a moment before. Michael dragged Kitt back, pressing his hand to the wound before sense kicked in. When he moved his hand away, the dark sticky substance on his palm was the right colour and texture. It might as well have been blood. The sensory overload to Kitt�s processor was almost impossible to deal with. Trying to keep control of the body�s functions while his mind exploded with the agony of his shoulder being torn apart wasn�t the easiest of tasks. The ripple of pain coming from the nerve endings around the seared area of skin was distracting his control from every process running. Michael was at his side, and he leaned against his partner simply to allow himself to end the sub-routine that kept his balance. �Kitt? You okay?� Jennifer was laughing to
herself.
Michael had about two seconds. He grabbed Kitt�s
chin and turned
his head so they were face to face. �Get control of
the car.�
Kitt fought to stay afloat. Michael was relying on him, if he didn�t do something he was going to die, and then Michael was going to die too. Inside his own mind, he screamed, releasing it in a wide-range broadcast that had no particular destination. And then through the chaos, he reached for the car. Jennifer tried to think of something to say, couldn�t, and pulled the trigger. A split second before her finger tightened enough to let the bullet loose, Michael kicked out at one the men holding him and managed to stagger back just far enough. Kitt fell sideways in a way that might have been comical, but it saved his life. In the same second the car engine fired into life and with the modicum of control that he had, Kitt sent the Trans-Am careening into Jennifer. Hearing the car startled her. One moment she was furiously moving the weapon to fire again, the next she was diving out of the way before the car broke her legs as Karr had done eighteen months earlier. Michael fought off the two surprised goons with ease, grabbed Kitt and somehow dragged him around to the passenger side of the car, putting the TransAm between them and Jennifer. Opening the door, he got in, helping his partner drag himself into the passenger seat, moving across into the driver�s seat. Kitt pulled the door closed and collapsed as Michael took control and spun the Trans-Am around, taking them away from the carnage. �You okay?� Michael glanced at his partner, but there was no answer. �Kitt?� He caught a nod of the head and reached out to touch the trembling form. �I�ll get you home.� He bit down on the apologies, they could wait, it could all wait. Through the blazing pain soaring in waves through his
processor, Kitt
tried to access his voice box. It took time.
He managed to
straighten his position in the seat so that his back
pressed against the
plush material. Five minutes, and then he said
roughly, �The bloody
legs have given out again.�
He drove at speed along the harbour. The journey had taken eleven minutes. Kitt had spoken once after five but fallen silent after that. He was concerned. The colour, bizarrely, had drained from the face. The sticky substance trickling from the gunshot wound was soaking a substantial area of Kitt�s shirt. He threw the car through the doors of the warehouse as
they opened,
screeching the new tyres on the concrete floor, getting
the attention of
all those in residence.
The AI only responded with a question of his own, frustrated that he couldn�t reach his brother. Michael yanked open the passenger door, catching Kitt as
he fell out.
�God� Kitt�.� The eyes were open, staring, but there
was no response
at all, nothing physically obvious. <Karr, reach
him!>
_Kitt, Kitt answer me! �Kitt!� Bonnie was with them now, watching as
Michael and Nicholas
carried the android body to the couches in the rest area
downstairs.
�Come on, Kitt�.� Michael sat at his partner�s feet,
leaning over
the inert form, stroking the soft brown hair in a gesture
he hoped was
comforting because it was all he could do.
Michael brushed his thumb over Kitt�s forehead, keeping
up the rhythmic
stroking of his hair. �Come on, Partner, talk to
us.� But he
knew it was useless. There was nothing.
<Karr?>
_karr
<Nick! Hook me into the android!>
<Karr, you�re linked!>
He manoeuvred through the labyrinth of neural nets,
interfaces, and
he began to realise what was so wrong with this
system. There were
barely any external connections. He and Kitt had the
links, they
had channels, satellite ports, output sockets. Here
there was no
visible method of exit except for the way he�d come
in. He shivered,
unable to stop the reaction despite knowing the tremor
would filter back
to his partner.
Winding his way back through the maze, Karr ensured a
tendril of his
brother remained locked into the android mind, into his
own processor,
memory and data stacks before coaxing Kitt through to his
own CPU.
More relieved than he could express, Kitt sunk into the
comfort offered
to him. It felt undeniably good to be with another
being after forty-eight
hours on his own. For the last year he�d had two
other presences
linked closely to him. Only now he was so tightly
entwined with Karr�s
essence did he realise just how much he missed that and
needed it.
<I have him, Nick>
* They watched as Swan began to repair her android, aware
of her anger
at every stage. But Michael had too much anger of
his own to take
much notice.
Michael linked his fingers, unable to tear his eyes from the scene before him as Swan cut deep into the skin of her creation and opened up the synthetic flesh around the damaged area. Nicholas was sitting beside him, keeping a watchful eye on his own partner. He�d carefully touched the implant, going towards Karr and just gazing for a few seconds at the beautiful combination of light and dark where the two brothers were entwined, Karr keeping Kitt from the painful procedure being undertaken on his body. �He told me something, just before Jennifer turned
up.� Michael�s
whisper was obviously for Nicholas� ears only. �He
said he wanted
to stay.�
Wrapped in Karr�s dark presence, Kitt finally stretched
his own being
out as far as his brother�s constraining embrace would
allow. The
CPU was not designed for two AIs.
Michael let his eyes wonder over the set-up before
him. Somewhere
between Karr and Swan�s android hung the life of his
beloved partner.
�Do you think Wilton stopped for one moment to think about
what he was
doing?�
Getting to his feet, Michael approached the Stealth as
Nicholas headed
upstairs. �How is he, Karr?�
* An hour or so later Swan finally lifted her head, stood
up straight
and stretched, popping vertebrae back into place.
She caught Michael�s
eyes before announcing, �What a fucking mess you made of
my creation.�
Nicholas came to the railing above them, wanting to be
present when
they did this, just in case. His partner had managed
this for the
most part alone, but then, neither of them was ever truly
alone.
�Karr?� Michael questioned again.
Nicholas started down the stairs. �He�s moving back
through to
the android.�
There was no physical sign at first. Karr watched
Kitt leave his
CPU and follow his own connection through into the
processor in the positronic
mind. When he was sure Kitt was completely gone he
sent through the
cable,
Slowly they all backed off, letting Michael be alone with
his partner.
Michael closed his eyes. He didn�t answer Kitt�s
question.
He just sat for a long time before releasing his tight
hold on his partner.
�If anyone ever took you from me I would make sure they
paid.�
* Nicholas tooled Karr into the driveway of the expensive
country house
and killed the engine.
* Bonnie sealed the final cover and sat back. The CPU repairs were finally complete. She looked around to tell them the good news. And found herself completely alone. Only the body of the black TransAm, eerily quiet, dead, remained in the warehouse. Confused, she shrugged and defiantly headed upstairs for an extra large coffee. * Nicholas didn�t even try the front door. He walked
around to the
back of the house and found Jennifer sitting outside on
the patio, laptop
open on the white table in front of her, a Margarita
within reach.
She was reading whatever was on the screen.
She�d expected at least a tiny flicker of disgust on the
otherwise relaxed
features. But instead she thought she caught a
glimpse of a smile.
Her repulsion escalated. �You knew! Ugh!�
He turned from her, striding back the way he�d come.
<You�re an evil bastard sometimes>
* Michael and Kitt walked side by side along the
harbour. �That
was a close one,� Kitt murmured finally. The first
few hundred yards
had been in silence, both needing time to think.
Michael sighed, shaking his head. He indicated a
wooden bench
not far from them. �Sit down.�
Kitt started to play with his fingers, a gesture he could
only have
picked up from Michael. �You�re ashamed of this.�
For a time they sat in silence, watching the sun set out
over the dirty
water and derelict warehouses. When Kitt spoke, it
was slowly, his
thoughts still conjuring with the ideas that had come from
days of pent-up
emotion. �Could it mean� something different now to
what it�ll mean
later, when I�m home?�
Kitt�s arms came around him as he sat up in Michael�s embrace. They didn�t say a word. They didn�t have to. And just for a moment Michael would have sworn he felt something, a tingle where the implant lay dormant in his mind. It was a keen reminder of what was missing and he touched his lips to Kitt�s, needing at that moment to be closer. As their tongues swept leisurely across one other, Kitt pulled his arms back and slipped them under Michael�s coat, pressing one palm flat against his partner�s spine while the other worked bravely to untuck Michael�s shirt from the back of his jeans. Michael felt the pull on his clothing and then the warm skin touch his own. He couldn�t suppress his murmur of blossoming arousal at that simple contact. When they parted, Michael kept Kitt close, sweeping his
hand over his
partner�s hair, his cheek, caressing his neck.
�Should we go somewhere
a little warmer? Less� out in the open?�
* �Michael! Kitt!� Bonnie looked up from under
the open hood
of the TransAm. �Good news! The CPU�s
ready.� She smiled
at the both of them, while neither looked exactly ecstatic
at the news.
When Nicholas and Karr rolled in a few seconds later, they
were still just
looking at one another. Kitt smiled first, moving to
give Bonnie
a hug, wrapping his arms around her neck. She was
surprised, but
immediately returned the gesture.
He released her as Nicholas came to stand with
them. �I take it
the CPU repairs are complete?�
* Opening the door, Kitt stepped into Michael�s room.
Michael followed,
thinking on how this was the only private place that
remained for him now.
Although with the implant, nowhere was really
private. He smiled
to himself at that thought and closed the door behind him,
taking Kitt�s
hands as they faced one another.
Leaning down, Michael initiated a kiss, just light, tender. Kitt�s lips parted under his, tongue nipping out quickly to steal over that of his partner. Slowly, lazily, Michael deepened the contact, bringing their bodies together. Kitt moaned, actually moaned, and the sound sent Michael�s heart soaring. It added a spark to the kindling fire between them. When they parted, Michael moved one arm from around his
partner to begin
unfastening the buttons down the front of his shirt.
Nervous, Kitt
watched. �How can you find me attractive?� He
stopped himself
from adding, �after all those women�.
But Kitt learned quickly. His fingers were making light work of the buttons on Michael�s shirt. He touched his fingers to the fine hairs on his partner�s chest, so very different to that of his own body. Drawing from vague ideas and fleeting thoughts that had leaked through to him when Michael had been with Bonnie, Kitt put his hand flat onto Michael�s chest and drew it slowly down, teasing the skin, until his fingertips were against the waistband of his partner�s jeans. Then he glanced up to catch Michael release the breath he�d been holding. �Tell me if I do something wrong?� Kitt asked quietly.
�I� I need to sit down,� he managed finally, when he was close to being unable to stop his legs collapsing from under him. Michael led him back to the double bed and eased him down. Very carefully, he coaxed Kitt into lying and joined him, wrapping his leg over his partner�s, leaning up over the slim body before him. �You are beautiful,� Michael murmured, gaze roaming Kitt�s face and neck, hand stroking his chest and stomach. Kitt couldn�t find a response. He had very little experience of pleasure, gleaning his favourite moments from times he and Michael had linked deep into one another�s minds. What he was experiencing now was overloading his neural nets just as surely as a power surge would. His erection was uncomfortable, starting to become painful. It ached, trapped in his jeans, and no amount of shifting around was relieving the pressure, in fact every brush against the material of his jeans made things worse. Michael read the expression on his partner�s face and
recognised it
instantly. �Want me to do something about that?� he
teased gently.
Michael smiled, and reaching down between Kitt�s thighs, he squeezed his partner again, this time slightly harder, watching his every response. There was no surprised yell this time, just a long, deep moan of need and desire. Michael�s own response to that was becoming just as painful as Kitt�s obviously was. But he didn�t want to take this too fast. Kitt had given them all evening, all night. This was his partner�s first time and he was going to make it as memorable as he could. �I�m going to make sure that it just takes the memories
of this arouse
you,� he murmured, holding Kitt�s heated gaze.
He was still pushing helplessly into Michael�s hand,
almost ready to
beg. Then it was gone, and Kitt looked down to watch
skilled fingers
push the buttons of his jeans through their holes one by
one.
Dark eyes opened and Kitt nailed his lover with a heated
stare that
only added fuel to the flames. �I think I love you
more at this moment
than I ever have,� Michael murmured, trying somehow to
express how he felt.
Making his escape, Michael sat up, hands still on his lover�s body, and started to slowly remove Kitt�s shoes and socks. He massaged the bare feet, one at a time, pushing his thumbs into the souls, watching as Kitt�s back arched in pleasure. Deciding he�d tortured his lover enough for now, Michael reached up and hooked his fingers into the waistband of Kitt�s jeans, slowly working them off over his hips and down his legs. When he saw Kitt naked, he couldn�t help but stare. It wasn�t the first time he�d seen another naked man; he�d spent long enough in the army where privacy was a rare commodity. But this naked man was his lover, if only for tonight, and he couldn�t help but marvel. �You�re staring,� Kitt accused some seconds later.
Aware of the scrutiny, Michael moved up over Kitt�s body on his hands and knees, without touching. He stopped first at the knees, dropping a kiss to each one. Then at the thighs, sweeping his tongue along the fold of Kitt�s right, then left leg, where they met his torso. He avoided his partner�s straining erection to dip the tip of his tongue into the belly-button, loving Kitt�s joyous laugh. When he stopped next to suck on each nipple in turn, the laugh turned to a throaty moan. He could only do what he liked and hoped Kitt would either enjoy it too, or ask him to stop. He read his lover�s every sound, mindful of any note of pain or discomfort that should break in. But Kitt�s hands on Michael�s body were nothing but encouraging. The overwhelming sensations coming from the android body were filling his processor, overriding his ability to run the processes that controlled his physical actions. Every touch of Michael�s hands to his body, every tactile sensation being relayed through his own skin, he couldn�t deal with them all at once and that was leading to an overload. He pulled himself together enough to take Michael�s head
in his hands
and lift the teasing mouth from his chest. �I can�t
hold it together,�
he told his partner in desperation. �It�s too much.�
He started his stroking again, moving up one slim thigh
and down the
other. The tip of his thumb brushed over the base of
Kitt�s erection
and the reaction was immediate. He thrust upwards, a
murmur of pleading
coming from his lips.
Another moment�s hesitation, and then Kitt touched him
with more intimacy
than he could ever remember anyone doing. He
shivered, jerked in
his lover's hand. �God, Kitt�.�
Kitt turned, wrapping one leg over Michael�s, feeling
less vulnerable
in this position, less on display. He trusted his
partner implicitly,
but this was still too new. Hand on Kitt�s hip,
Michael moved in
closer, rubbing their erections together, eliciting a
sudden, surprised
cry from his lover.
All Kitt could do was let the sensations and emotions wash over him. Processing it all had become impossible. The pleasure assaulting him was more than he�d ever known, taking him deeper into the physical connection with his partner. He tried to push his partner�s name forward, needing Michael to know how good this was. But he was finding even accessing his voice modulator difficult and he hoped his movements and expressions were enough. Michael was bathing him in kisses, murmuring to him phrases that meant nothing yet would be forever remembered by the AI. Never had Kitt felt so loved. Never had he imagined he could be so desired. He followed Michael�s lead, caressing his lover, letting his mouth wander over the smooth neck and shoulders while his hands traced circled down over the taut chest and stomach. When he stroked carefully up along the length of Michael�s erection, he was rewarded with a stunning, bright expletive. Kitt did it again, feeling Michael�s nails caress his
back in a gently
vicious touch. It was wonderful, and in order to get
a repeat performance
he wrapped his hand around both their erections and
stroked up and down
once. He won his prize, moaning, his head going back
as he tried
to push into his own touch and Michael�s at the same time.
Michael pushed his other arm under Kitt�s moving body and added his other hand to the first as he again scraped his nails over his lover�s back, stimulating the millions of tiny sensors, the equivalent of nerve endings, loving the sounds from his partner as they became more desperate. His own world was starting to narrow to a single point, to where Kitt�s incredible hands were now wrapped around them both, bringing them to an awesome climax. He felt it coming but when it hit him it took him by surprise. Michael came hard, warm wetness covering Kitt�s hand, repeating his lover�s name over and over, clinging to him like a lifeline. Michael�s orgasm drove Kitt over the same edge. Aware of nothing but himself, Kitt spiralled into the explosions in his mind, the pleasure more than he could cope with. Michael gave a second cry of ecstasy as his partner�s ejaculate mixed with his own, warm on his softening cock. Kitt overloaded, barely feeling Michael hug him closer, burying him in his own body, murmuring to him words of love and need. That they�d brought each other to such a high stunned them both, stunned and delighted them. When he came down, Kitt blinked several times, pulling
his head back
to look into his lover�s eyes. �Wow.�
Michael closed his eyes for a moment, and was asleep ten seconds later. He was exhausted anyway, and the hard release had drained his system. Kitt remained still, letting his processor clear itself of the overload of input. Every so often, shivers would gently shake his body, small releases of energy from his own system. It was a calming, wonderful feeling of peace. He watched his partner as sleep took him, wondering if either of them truly understood what they�d done here. What had started off as a strained relationship, Michael doing more taking than giving, had become something beautiful, something Kitt could never have dreamt of. And yet, in the back of Kitt�s processor was the indisputable fact that he was a computer, an AI, created to serve, perhaps to compliment but never to share an experience as intimate, as personal as what they�d just done, with another human being. He didn�t belong here. He was on borrowed time and he knew it. When the morning came it would all be over, like a fantasy he hadn�t been able to grasp tightly enough to stop it from slipping through his fingers. He could never regret this. As a machine, he was designed to be curious, to learn and develop with his surroundings. As Kitt, he was feeling emotions that were difficult to understand, let alone come to terms with. He�d felt them before, of course, as echoes of Michael�s presence through the link. He�d been able to comprehend love, affection, caring. But what he�d felt tonight, the intense needs and desires he�d experienced when Michael had kissed him and touched him, were alien to him. Were they just reactions of this body? Or would he still feel them when he was home? For a moment, he was suddenly cold. Would it matter? Would Michael regret it when he looked at the car tomorrow morning and realise exactly what he�d done? That was when the photographs caught his eye. There were forty-nine of them, stuck to the plaster in place of a window. Friends they�d made over the years, a great many taken of the two of them by Bonnie. And there was one by the bedside. It surprised him to see it there. Looking at it for a moment, he found he remembered the afternoon perfectly. Michael had come out in a sulk. He�d had a row with Bonnie over something or other. Sitting down on the bottom step outside the front door, chin rested on his hand, he�d looked so forlorn that Kitt had actually felt sorry for his partner. He�d fired up the engine and moved from his parking spot to bring the prow of the car up against Michael�s shoulder. Smiling, Michael had leaned into him, stretched one arm out in front, along the bumper, his hand coming to rest against the scanner track. Back then, without the link, their actions had been a clear indication of their affections. That one moment in time had been beautiful. His memory had captured it just as clearly as Devon�s camera had. Reaching back, Kitt picked up the photo from against the alarm clock. �Us,� he murmured to himself and glanced at Michael lying close to his side. Another, this time warmer shiver drove through him. He smiled and looked back at the photo, at the car. At himself. He�d told Michael that he wanted to stay in this body, and at this moment he wanted to more than ever. But when Jennifer had attacked them earlier he could have been killed and that might have led to Michael�s death. He was vulnerable like this. He couldn�t fulfil his core programming like this. He couldn�t protect Michael�s life. A sadness stole over him and he replaced the photograph, turning back to snuggle closer to his partner. As he did when it was their minds sleeping side by side, Michael automatically wrapped his arms tighter, pulling Kitt closer to him. Smiling to himself, the AI settled, allowing himself, just for tonight, to pretend it would always be like this. * The warehouse doors closing behind Karr woke Michael. He watched Kitt for a time, just enjoying watching him �sleep�. He got up, grabbed his robe and headed out to check that it was Karr. He could hear Nicholas� voice and Bonnie�s laugh. Smiling to himself, he went back to his room and locked the door behind him. Dropping his robe to the floor, he crawled back into bed with his partner. Kitt�s arms came around him, brown eyes meeting his own.
Michael sighed softly, fingering a lock of hair back from
Kitt�s forehead.
�We can do this with the implant,� he reassured, �we can
be closer than
we ever can be like this.� Again, the AI nodded, but
it didn�t take
a genius to see the uncertainty in his expression.
�I can�t prove
it to you now, but as soon as you�re home I�ll show you, I
promise.�
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