�Where�s the car?�
Justin turned at the rude interruption. He wasn�t
used to being
disturbed at the lab. People came and went, and
conversations as
rowdy as any he�d ever had in the town bars were had in
the coffee rooms
and canteen. But in his lab he was left alone to
work on whatever
improvement they had come up with for the Knight Two
Thousand.
�I asked, where�s the car?�
He knew the voice, it grated on his nerves. �Good
morning, Ms
Knight.�
�Did you hear me?�
�I heard you just fine, I�m just not sure what you�re
talking about.�
�There was a car here until yesterday, the Knight Two
Thousand.
Black, sleek, worth about three hundred million dollars,
you can�t miss
it.�
He grinned. Someone had taught her sarcasm.
�As far as
I can recall, that car�s no longer your property, meaning
that even if
it had been here, I wouldn�t have to tell you anything
about it.�
Jennifer glared at him. �I could have you fired.�
�You could try.� With that he returned to his
computer, and the
email he was composing to Nicholas. He always
reported Jennifer�s
little visits, you never knew when the information would
come in handy.
All he typed this time was, �She�s on the warpath.
Tell them to be
careful for me.�
*
Michael woke to the aroma of fresh coffee and to the warm
pressure of
a body lying entwined with his own. Opening his eyes
a fraction,
he gazed down at his still sleeping partner, carefully
moving his hand
up to stroke over the soft hair. Someone had swapped
his mug of cold
coffee for a hot one, but he didn�t want to move just
yet. There
didn�t seem to be anyone around on the ground floor so he
assumed they
were giving them some privacy. He vaguely wondered
if he could convince
Kitt that they should use a bed tonight.
As he was pondering that thought, the android in his arms
shifted, opening
his eyes to the bright light of the warehouse.
�Morning, Beautiful,� Michael murmured just loud enough
for Kitt to
pick up.
His partner lifted his head and with a wonderful sleepy
expression
that Michael determined to commit to memory, he planted a
shy but definite
kiss on his partner�s lips. Michael hummed
quietly. �Nice.�
Leaning down, he stole another, this time longer kiss,
coaxing Kitt on.
�Have I ever told you how much I love waking up to you?�
Michael watched Kitt blink a couple of times, belatedly
realising how
much of a tiny detail that was for Swan to have thought
of. �Waking
up to me?�
�Curled up with you, your presence in my mind.
Sometimes when
we go that deep� it feels so real, so physical.�
�What about now? Is this better?� There was a
nervousness
in Kitt�s tone that Michael recognised easily.
�There�s nothing better than the link, Kitt.
This�.� He
shook his head. �I won�t deny it�s incredible to
hold you, to kiss
you, to see you smile. But it�s not enough, no where
near enough,
and I know it�s even less for you.�
The reply was a murmur. �I can touch you.�
Michael bit back whatever words were waiting.
Instead he tried
to read the emotions in Kitt�s eyes, bringing up his hand
to stroke over
his partner�s tousled hair. By the time he was ready
to speak, he
could no longer find the right thing to say. They�d
become so used
to communicating on a more basic level, on a level where
words weren�t
needed and everything was passed from one to the other as
ideas, feelings
and thoughts. At the start, that had been the
problem because human
emotions and the emotions felt by an Artificial
Intelligence were very,
very different. Transmissions coming from Kitt were
completely alien
to Michael, and those from Michael were too intense for
Kitt to process.
But they�d learnt and they�d grown. Before they�d
been torn apart
again, the translation of one another�s transmissions was
instinctive.
Movement upstairs brought them both back to the current
situation.
�We�d better move,� Michael spoke reluctantly.
�Yes.� Kitt shifted himself, sitting up.
There seemed to be more that he should say, but Bonnie
appeared at
the top of the stairs and real life kicked in. As
real as it ever
got around here.
*
There was nothing odd about a car moving on its own,
without a driver,
as far as Nicholas was concerned. But being that
Kitt was sitting
in Swan�s android body on the seat at the end of the
diagnostic area, it
was slightly disconcerting to see the Trans-Am making its
way across the
floor of the warehouse. Only Kitt�s eyes moved to
follow the movement
of the car as he took remote control of the temporary
computer on board,
able to operate more and more functions as the minutes
ticked by.
Nearby, Karr was watching closely in case his younger
brother slipped
his concentration and lost control. But so far he
hadn�t made a single
mistake. He�d started off with drive and
reverse. The turbo
boost was out of the question, although he kept thinking
about it, so he�d
made do with circling the dark form of the second car, and
later with winding
in and out of some cones that Nicholas had put out for him
with a twinkle
in his eyes.
_What are you doing?
_Playing
_Why?
_I need to
_Kitt?
_It�s nothing Karr, don�t worry
_You�re upset
_Tell me
_Don�t worry
_Please talk to me
_It�s not important. Please, don�t worry
Kitt ended his broadcast. Karr was still
transmitting, but he
just stopped receiving. How could he voice how he
felt? How
could he explain to an AI who knew nothing but the
environment he was in
that suddenly a whole new world was opening up and a
growing part of him
didn�t want to leave. That, more than anything else
he could think
of, was starting to frighten him.
<Karr?>
The AI turned from watching his brother to the place in
his CPU where
Nicholas was thankfully always connected to him.
<Yes>
<What�s wrong?>
Karr was surprised, he hadn�t realised he had been echoing
his feelings
over to his driver. He usually made sure that he
didn't swamp Nick
with whatever was going through his mind, but this time
his concentration
had wavered.
<Kitt is unsettled>
<He�s bound to be, Partner>
<There�s more to it than just displacement>
Upstairs in his computer room, Nicholas sat back and
rubbed his eyes.
He was busy encrypting the results of his work for his
private client for
mailing out. The money was already in his bank
account and he was
about to complete this business transaction. He was
glad in a way.
Although the effects of this attack weren�t as
all-consuming as the aftermath
of Jennifer�s original attack on Kitt, in the guise of the
tests, he had
a feeling that the long-term result would be just as
deeply affecting.
Jennifer had changed their lives once, driven them from
their home at the
Foundation. Although they still worked for the
Foundation, they worked
for others too, taking clients known to them through
Nicholas - nothing
big, but more than they�d originally been doing. He
sincerely hoped
he was wrong about her trying again.
Nicholas didn�t know quite what to say to Karr to explain
the changes
Kitt was experiencing. But somehow he understood
them. Even
though it was strange, even though it wasn�t anything like
what he knew
and felt safe and comfortable with, Kitt was naturally
curious. He
had an innate need to discover and to grow. This new
situation undoubtedly
frightened him, but he was already finding ways of dealing
with it and
the new sensations that this body afforded him.
<He�s enjoying being close to his partner>
Nicholas had watched them over the last twenty-four hours
and didn�t
need a link to either human or AI to read the signs.
<He is close to his partner in the car, using the
implant>
<Physically close>
<How can that be an improvement?>
<I think it�s something they need right now>
Karr puzzled about it for a while, but he was none the
wiser.
Nick sighed. He couldn't explain it to his
partner. This was
something that went beyond what he and Karr shared,
something he as a human
was able to comprehend to a degree, but Karr� it wasn�t
that he was too
inflexible, he just didn't have the necessary
experience. Nothing
like this had ever happened to the two of them, and even
if it did, Karr
wouldn't react like Kitt. Their basic construction
was the same,
their personalities, their lives, their whole character,
were vastly different.
Michael watched for Kitt playing with their car for two
hours before
coming downstairs. He was trying to give his partner
some space without
knowing why or even if Kitt needed it. He had a
feeling of foreboding,
but couldn�t place the emotion or the reason for it.
�Bored?�
He took a seat next to Kitt, watching their car turn in
and out of
the orange cones without a single mistake. Kitt
slowed the speed.
�No.�
�Want to take her out for real?�
The AI stopped the car and turned to Michael, a smile
playing on his
lips and in his eyes. �Can we?�
*
Kitt had been disappointed when Michael had taken the
driver�s seat
in the warehouse. �I just have to pop in to the
Foundation,� he�d
explained, �then she�s all yours.� Kitt looked
happier then.
They pulled up in front of the manor house that served as
the Foundation�s
Californian headquarters. Kitt found himself
experiencing nerves
and excitement at once. They�d initially planned on
avoiding this
place. But a call to Devon had reassured Michael
that Jennifer was
busy in meetings at the Knight Enterprises building in the
city.
He had papers to deliver. Two minutes and they were
gone.
Killing the engine, he turned to Kitt. �You want to
stay here?�
Kitt let his eyes travel over the house in front of
him. �No�
no, I�d like to see Devon.�
�Sure?�
�No.�
Michael chuckled. �Okay.� They climbed out of
the car in
sync.
Devon looked up at the knock on the door. �It�s
open.� He
smiled warmly when the door swung into the room.
�Michael!
Come in! It�s so good to see you.� He came out
from around
his desk, hand outstretched. Michael found he could
return both the
smile and the handshake. That had taken some
considerable time to
achieve.
Devon�s eyes fell on the second person to enter.
�Michael, who�s�.�
But he didn�t finish his question. He stepped around
his friend.
�Kitt?�
An expression of pure happiness spread over Kitt�s
features.
But Michael�s expression was one of shock. �How the
hell�?�
Devon glanced at him. �Dear boy! I was there
when Kitt
was born.� He took in the human form, reaching down
to take Kitt�s
hand in his own. �Bonnie told me that they�d found a
temporary home
for you but this�.�
Kitt was only barely listening. He just couldn�t
find the words.
A moment later he pulled his hand from Devon�s and reached
up around the
older man�s neck in a tight hug that was returned in the
next second.
For a long time, they stood like that, holding on to one
another in
a silent apology that was well overdue. Michael just
watched, amazed.
When Kitt released his hold, backing off almost
embarrassed, Devon placed
his hands on his shoulders. �I�m sorry. For
everything that
happened, for everything I was responsible for. And
for not saying
this earlier.�
Kitt nodded. �Thank you.�
Turning, Devon smiled. �What brings you here?�
�I have those papers for you.� He handed his boss
the report
he�d compiled. �We�re just out for a drive.�
�It must be� odd, for the both of you.�
Michael and Kitt glanced at one another, sharing a
smile. �We�re�
okay,� Michael told him truthfully.
�Glad to hear it.� He gave Kitt�s shoulder one last
squeeze,
finding it only slightly harder than a human
shoulder. �Incredible,�
he murmured, almost to himself. �Thank you for
coming over.
I appreciate it, and it is very good to see you.�
For a second, there was more to say. And then the
moment passed.
*
Implicit trust had never been lacking between them.
Rather than
anxiety, Michael felt a new exhilaration as Kitt drove
them out of town
and into the desert without touching the steering
wheel. The car
was as smooth as it usually was with Kitt watching over
everything from
his own CPU. Like this, the car�s basic functions
were under his
remote control, and he was looking for a suitable place to
test the turbo
boost. They were protected by the MBS anyway.
But Karr had
worried because communications, special functions like
radar, microwave
jamming, the scanners, ABS, All-Terrain Tracking, et
cetera, et cetera
were all off-line. If something happened, they
weren�t altogether
defenceless but they weren�t exactly at their best.
Life was a constant threat. Somehow Michael knew
that coming out
with his partner was the right thing to do. There
was a wondrous
smile on Kitt�s face as he drove. He didn�t want to
disturb his partner�s
concentration and they didn�t need to speak. Like
old times, the
long drives, the silence between them was comfortable,
familiar.
Michael split his time between watching the scenery and
watching his partner.
A million questions had ploughed through his mind since
yesterday morning.
The one bothering him now was whether he�d be feeling what
he was feeling
if the android body Swan had moved Kitt into didn�t look
quite as human
as it did. The sandy brown hair cut short into the
base of the neck
just drew Michael�s fingers like nothing else. That
attraction concerned
him. He�d never been drawn to a man before, not
physically.
He considered his attraction to Kitt to run so much deeper
than mere gender
and personality. But there was no denying his
feelings so he didn�t
try to.
His hand was reaching out before he knew it and he pulled
it back, smiling
as innocently as he could manage when whiskey-coloured
eyes met his own.
�Are you trying to distract me?�
�No. Just� admiring the scenery.�
�Want me to pull over so you can admire it up close?�
These last two days had been an eye-opener for
Michael. Kitt
had been keeping a very real, very wonderful side of
himself secret somehow.
How, when the link bonded them so intimately that Michael
doubted there
was a part of himself that Kitt didn�t know, he had no
idea. �Have
you always been this� flirty, and I just haven�t been
paying attention?�
Kitt considered that. �Yes.�
For a time, there was no answer to that. Kitt took
the car to
the highest point in the area. He found some
seclusion and drew the
car to a halt in a sandy, desolate clearing with an
incredible view.
�Want to abuse some paintwork?�
�Very funny. You know you�re a lot worse than you
usually are.�
Kitt closed the driver�s door. �I feel on more equal
terms with
you like this.�
Michael shifted up onto the hood, pausing to consider
Kitt�s statement.
�That worries me,� he said finally, leaning back against
the windshield,
shoulder to shoulder with Kitt.
�I know.� The AI thought for a moment. �I�m
not saying
I feel� inadequate in the car. It�s difficult to
explain. The
car�s all I�ve known from�.�
�Birth?�
�Not exactly. I was in the mainframe in Washington
for a couple
of months.�
Michael felt the shiver go down his spine as he always did
when his
partner mentioned his beginnings. He hated the
thought of Kitt trapped
in a static mainframe, his bright soul pinned down.
Of course he�d
known nothing else. He wasn�t the AI he was now,
wasn�t even the
AI Wilton Knight�s team of experts, led by Bonnie, had
coaxed into existence.
He started when Kitt�s hand covered his own.
�Sorry. I know you hate me talking about that.�
�No� no, it�s� it�s okay. Go on.�
�The car�s all I�ve known. Our relationship�s
changed beyond
recognition since the start but it�s always been based on
car and driver.�
Michael, despite himself, felt hurt. �Kitt� you
can�t possibly
believe that. Okay� maybe before� but not now.�
Kitt looked away, over the desert scenery before
them. It suddenly
occurred to him that he hated the mere sight of
sand. �You don�t
understand.�
�Make me understand.�
Kitt tapped his finger against the hood of the car.
�Last night,�
he said finally, as if it should have been immediately
obvious. �Last
night was more than I�d ever dreamt of. Holding you,
being able to
feel you� all that�s so� synthesised in the car. But
the nerve endings
in the fingers, under the skin, everywhere, all over� it�s
so real.
And the way we�re talking� man to man.�
�I always try for man to man with you, Kitt.� But he
was starting
to see the problem. �Look, I know this is� it�s
indescribable.
I love being with you like this. But I miss you so
much from my head.
That�s close, Kitt, closer than I�ve ever been or will
ever be to anyone.
To have you� knowing me, better than I know myself.
To have you with
me constantly, even when it�s just a warm glow at the back
of my head.
That�s more than I�ve ever dreamt of.�
Kitt seemed to take it all in. �If the link was
working with
me in this body, would you want me to stay like this?�
Michael hesitated. �I won�t lie to you. I�ve
thought about
it, how it would be to have this permanently.� He
shook his head.
�I can�t answer your question. But I love you, Kitt,
however, wherever.�
Kitt leaned into his driver and Michael put his arms
around him, drawing
him closer, closing his eyes. �I want to
stay.� He barely heard
the whisper, but it rung loudly in his ears. He
hugged Kitt tighter,
not wanting to think what this meant for them.
Slowly, Kitt pulled out of the embrace slightly, head
tilted up so that
all Michael had to do was move an inch to kiss him.
He felt the heat
of his partner�s mouth, the power of his hands upon
him. This was
the addiction, of having someone loving him so gently, so
completely.
The input to his processor was controlled as far as this
body went, as
much as from the car but very different. Michael�s
presence seemed
to stimulate that input.
He wondered if his hands on Michael�s body had a similar
effect.
He moved his fingers from Michael�s shoulders down over
his back, tracing
the muscles there, the sensation of Michael moaning into
his mouth eliciting
a mirror reaction in himself. One of Michael�s own
hands was moving
up over Kitt�s hip, under his white cotton shirt to touch
the skin at his
back. He felt his partner move against his touch,
and his spread
his fingers, pressing his palm to the small of Kitt�s
back, fingers dipping
into the waistband of his jeans.
�You�re as beautiful to me in the car as you are now,
Kitt,� Michael
told him honestly.
And Kitt smiled. �You mean that?�
�I don�t think I�ve ever lied to you. I don�t think
I could.�
�Well isn�t that touching.�
The harsh female voice intruded into their privacy.
Michael�s
head snapped around, hard stare finding Jennifer watching
them, gun in
her hand, two goons leaning on the sedan behind her.
A disgusted
expression was etched into her features. �What the
hell are you doing?�
The question was aimed at Michael. He ignored it,
glancing around,
angry, looking for a way out of the danger. She
stepped forward,
gun lying comfortably in her right hand, aimed somewhere
between the two
of them. Michael fought his growing rage at her
interruption.
He, like his friend�s partner, wanted this woman
dead. It was only
his morals and humanity that had stopped him from making
that one simple
request of Nicholas.
�When I saw the tapes from the R&D lab yesterday, I
couldn�t for
the life of me work out who it was with you.� Her
eyes were on Kitt,
but again her words were to Michael. She motioned at
Kitt with the
barrel of the small hand weapon. �I had to watch
those tapes twenty
times before I realised what it must be. And I must
say, it�s quite
remarkable. Not that I�d want to touch it,� she made
a face, �let
alone� kiss it.�
She waited a beat, staring at Michael. �You aren�t
going to ask
me, are you? How I worked it out?" Her smile
was triumphant.
"Not once, not in all the time you were in Turner�s lab,
did you say a
word to the car.�
Michael didn�t speak. One hand was still flush with
Kitt�s back,
the other was flat against the hood of the car,
waiting. Still, he
silently congratulated her.
�Fine. Don�t tell me how clever I am.�
He sighed. �What do you want, Jennifer?�
�I want this� perversion, this thing you call your
partner, dead.�
The statement was chillingly simple.
Michael and Kitt slipped off the hood of the car slowly,
Michael planning
their escape in his head, wishing for the hundredth time
that the link
was functioning. But Kitt stepped up to Jennifer,
going closer than
Michael liked.
�Why?�
She gazed at him, perhaps seeing him for the first
time. Despite
her earlier disgust, she reached up to touch his hair, his
face.
Michael bristled but didn�t move. �You�re upkeep is
destroying my
inheritance. I no longer own you but I find myself
still footing
the bills. Does that seem fair to you?�
Kitt ignored her question. �That�s the first time
you�ve ever
spoken to me.�
She stared. �What?�
�You almost killed me yet you�ve never said a word to
me. Why
is that?�
Michael heard the emotion building in his partner�s
tone. He
looked calm but someone who could read the inflections in
his voice as
easily as he could read the expressions on his face had no
difficulty with
the hatred there. �Kitt�.�
�It�s nothing personal,� she told him, both of them
ignoring Michael�s
warning. �It�s all about money. I can�t have
you taking what�s
rightfully mine.�
Lifting the gun, she used the end of the barrel to sweep
his hair back
behind his ear. �I suppose I could make it fast, put
a bullet through
your main processor. I�m assuming it�s in your
head. I mean,
where else would they put it?� She drew the weapon
down, over his
jaw, across his throat. �Or I could show you what it
really means
to be human.�
The gun was against the equivalent of his collarbone when
Jennifer
pulled the trigger.
Michael uselessly yelled Kitt�s name at the same moment
as his partner�s
scream penetrated the silence left behind by the gunfire a
moment before.
Michael dragged Kitt back, pressing his hand to the wound
before sense
kicked in. When he moved his hand away, the dark
sticky substance
on his palm was the right colour and texture. It
might as well have
been blood.
The sensory overload to Kitt�s processor was almost
impossible to deal
with. Trying to keep control of the body�s functions
while his mind
exploded with the agony of his shoulder being torn apart
wasn�t the easiest
of tasks. The ripple of pain coming from the nerve
endings around
the seared area of skin was distracting his control from
every process
running. Michael was at his side, and he leaned
against his partner
simply to allow himself to end the sub-routine that kept
his balance.
�Kitt? You okay?� Jennifer was laughing to
herself.
Michael had about two seconds. He grabbed Kitt�s
chin and turned
his head so they were face to face. �Get control of
the car.�
Kitt�s eyes widened. It had been hard enough to
access the aural
routines. He couldn�t believe what Michael was
asking of him.
How was he supposed to get control of the remote, complex
computer in the
car when he couldn�t find a way to his voice box?
His head was turned
again and through the fire in his mind he saw Jennifer
closer to him now,
the barrel of the gun pressed into his temple. At
his side, her two
goons had Michael�s arms pinned behind him. They
didn�t seem to notice
that Kitt was still leaning against his driver, hadn�t
noticed or didn�t
care.
Kitt fought to stay afloat. Michael was relying on
him, if he
didn�t do something he was going to die, and then Michael
was going to
die too. Inside his own mind, he screamed, releasing
it in a wide-range
broadcast that had no particular destination. And
then through the
chaos, he reached for the car.
Jennifer tried to think of something to say, couldn�t,
and pulled the
trigger. A split second before her finger tightened
enough to let
the bullet loose, Michael kicked out at one the men
holding him and managed
to stagger back just far enough. Kitt fell sideways
in a way that
might have been comical, but it saved his life. In
the same second
the car engine fired into life and with the modicum of
control that he
had, Kitt sent the Trans-Am careening into Jennifer.
Hearing the car startled her. One moment she was
furiously moving
the weapon to fire again, the next she was diving out of
the way before
the car broke her legs as Karr had done eighteen months
earlier.
Michael fought off the two surprised goons with ease,
grabbed Kitt and
somehow dragged him around to the passenger side of the
car, putting the
TransAm between them and Jennifer. Opening the door,
he got in, helping
his partner drag himself into the passenger seat, moving
across into the
driver�s seat. Kitt pulled the door closed and
collapsed as Michael
took control and spun the Trans-Am around, taking them
away from the carnage.
�You okay?� Michael glanced at his partner, but
there was no answer.
�Kitt?� He caught a nod of the head and reached out
to touch the
trembling form. �I�ll get you home.� He bit
down on the apologies,
they could wait, it could all wait.
Through the blazing pain soaring in waves through his
processor, Kitt
tried to access his voice box. It took time.
He managed to
straighten his position in the seat so that his back
pressed against the
plush material. Five minutes, and then he said
roughly, �The bloody
legs have given out again.�
Michael didn�t laugh, but he was relieved.
He drove at speed along the harbour. The journey
had taken eleven
minutes. Kitt had spoken once after five but fallen
silent after
that. He was concerned. The colour, bizarrely,
had drained
from the face. The sticky substance trickling from
the gunshot wound
was soaking a substantial area of Kitt�s shirt.
He threw the car through the doors of the warehouse as
they opened,
screeching the new tyres on the concrete floor, getting
the attention of
all those in residence.
Michael dived out of the car at about the same time he
killed the engine.
�Nick!!!!�
Nicholas was running down the stairs already.
<Karr?>
The AI only responded with a question of his own,
frustrated that he
couldn�t reach his brother.
Michael yanked open the passenger door, catching Kitt as
he fell out.
�God� Kitt�.� The eyes were open, staring, but there
was no response
at all, nothing physically obvious. <Karr, reach
him!>
<I�m trying> The anger in his tone was based
on his desperate
broadcasting that wasn�t getting a response.
_Kitt, Kitt answer me!
�Kitt!� Bonnie was with them now, watching as
Michael and Nicholas
carried the android body to the couches in the rest area
downstairs.
�Come on, Kitt�.� Michael sat at his partner�s feet,
leaning over
the inert form, stroking the soft brown hair in a gesture
he hoped was
comforting because it was all he could do.
�Karr�s trying to get through to him,� Nicholas told
Michael, �it could
just be that the sub-routines are inaccessible to him at
the moment.�
He stood upright, as Bonnie looked more carefully at the
wound through
Kitt�s shoulder, and glanced at his partner. �Karr,
call Swan.�
�Done.�
Of course, Nicholas should have known better. He
stood back when
Bonnie pushed passed him, going after some diagnostic
equipment and tools.
She wished there was an obvious COM port to link the
laptop. She
brought it close and booted it up, hoping that Kitt might
be able to access
it remotely.
Michael brushed his thumb over Kitt�s forehead, keeping
up the rhythmic
stroking of his hair. �Come on, Partner, talk to
us.� But he
knew it was useless. There was nothing.
Nicholas moved to stand beside him and put a hand on his
shoulder.
�What happened?�
He looked up. �Jennifer attacked us.� Nicholas
had to block
Karr�s immediate reaction. �She shot him.� He
looked over his
partner�s body. Bonnie had his shirt torn around the
wound, revealing
the damage to the surrounding area under the skin.
Still he was unresponsive.
�She wants him dead because the Foundation�s paying out
for his upkeep.�
He wanted to kill. But as before, Kitt�s condition
prevented him
from rushing out and finding Jennifer�s throat to wrap his
hands around.
<Karr?>
<There�s still nothing!>
_Kitt? Kitt?! Come on Kitt answer me!
Kitt please
respond
_karr
The emotion, the tremors in the weak broadcast were
audible to him.
He recalled how Kitt was after Jennifer�s tests, curled
into the corner
of his ravaged CPU after his suicide attempt, flailing
into the abyss of
his nightmares, sobbing wildly. The AIs transmission
now contained
that same underlying emotion.
_Kitt! You�re all right
_no hurts cant process all data karr help help
me
_Kitt� I can�t
_help me help me help me
<Nick! Hook me into the android!>
The sudden words in his mind, although so familiar, were a
surprise.
<What?>
<He�s losing it, Nick! He�s in agony, there�s too
much data
for him to process. Link us!>
<Karr�.> But he trusted his partner.
�Karr needs you
to link him to the central processor inside the
android.� The Stealth
had already driven forward, nose against the couch, hood
popped in an unusual
display of trust.
_karr please help me cant cope help me
<Nick! Now!>
�Do it!�
Bonnie hesitated, but she grabbed the linking cables and
handed one
end to Nicholas, �Connect these to port 20:290.�
Turning Kitt�s head, she peeled back the skin at the base
of the neck
and connected the other end of the cable. This was
how they�d transferred
Kitt in to the android in the first place.
<Karr, you�re linked!>
�kitt?!�
In a leap of faith, Karr jumped from his CPU across the
physical link
into the mind of the android. �kitt!�
The world he entered was as alien to him as Nicholas�
mind. The
circuit boards, the layout was different to anything he
was used to and
suddenly his respect for his younger brother leapt.
How was Kitt
staying sane in such a place?
�kitt I�m here come to me, kitt�
But there was no sign of the bright spark of Kitt�s
being. Stretching
himself further, Karr delved deeper into the mind of the
android, careful
not to interface with any of the sub-routines accessible
to him.
Everything was so strange. Kitt�s CPU was similar to
his own, and
so moving around within it had been relatively easy under
usual circumstances.
This place was nothing like the CPUs.
He manoeuvred through the labyrinth of neural nets,
interfaces, and
he began to realise what was so wrong with this
system. There were
barely any external connections. He and Kitt had the
links, they
had channels, satellite ports, output sockets. Here
there was no
visible method of exit except for the way he�d come
in. He shivered,
unable to stop the reaction despite knowing the tremor
would filter back
to his partner.
�kitt! please��
He saw him! A dim white glow coming from the centre
of a mass
of firing neurones. Kitt was flinching at each
spark, crying quietly
to himself, something Karr felt rather than saw.
Taking a virtual
deep breath, Karr rushed forward. He grabbed the
ball of light that
represented Kitt�s presence and pulled him out of the
ever-decreasing space,
wrapping the fragile AI in his own strength, protecting
him from any more
hurt.
�ssh, kitt, I have you now�
Winding his way back through the maze, Karr ensured a
tendril of his
brother remained locked into the android mind, into his
own processor,
memory and data stacks before coaxing Kitt through to his
own CPU.
�it is all right, kitt, you�re safe now�
Wrapped in the other�s presence, Kitt peered out,
frightened, shocked
by the sudden surges that had overwhelmed him slowly as
he�d fought to
sort out the input flowing in from the system of nerve
endings.
�karr?�
�yes. you are safe�
�where are we?�
�in my cpu. just for now, kitt, just until they fix
the android�
More relieved than he could express, Kitt sunk into the
comfort offered
to him. It felt undeniably good to be with another
being after forty-eight
hours on his own. For the last year he�d had two
other presences
linked closely to him. Only now he was so tightly
entwined with Karr�s
essence did he realise just how much he missed that and
needed it.
�michael?�
�i can�t, kitt. but i�ll tell nick, he can tell
michael�
�thank you�
�just rest now. i�m here�
<I have him, Nick>
<How long can you hold him for?>
<Three point two-four hours. Enough time to
repair the android?>
Nicholas squeezed Michael�s shoulder. �Karr has him
in his CPU,
he can hold him for a couple of hours.�
Michael looked up at the engine compartment on display
before them.
�Thanks, Karr.�
�You are welcome.�
*
They watched as Swan began to repair her android, aware
of her anger
at every stage. But Michael had too much anger of
his own to take
much notice.
�She�d have killed him. Just like that and there
would have been
nothing I could have done.� He stared at the still
body lying on
the worktop in the diagnostic area across from them.
Moving him had
been a delicate job, ensuring Karr and the android
remained physically
connected. Breaking that connection would kill Kitt
as quickly and
as surely as any bullet through his processor would have
done.
Michael linked his fingers, unable to tear his eyes from
the scene before
him as Swan cut deep into the skin of her creation and
opened up the synthetic
flesh around the damaged area. Nicholas was sitting
beside him, keeping
a watchful eye on his own partner. He�d carefully
touched the implant,
going towards Karr and just gazing for a few seconds at
the beautiful combination
of light and dark where the two brothers were entwined,
Karr keeping Kitt
from the painful procedure being undertaken on his body.
�He told me something, just before Jennifer turned
up.� Michael�s
whisper was obviously for Nicholas� ears only. �He
said he wanted
to stay.�
It took a few seconds for Michael�s words to make
sense. Nicholas
turned, eyes wide. �In the android?� He kept
his voice to a
similar murmur, hoping Karr was too distracted with his
precious ward to
listen in.
�He says� he can touch me like this. In the
car�.� Michael
lifted one shoulder in a half-shrug. �I didn�t
realise it meant so
much to him.�
Nicholas gave him a minute. �How do you feel about
it?�
�Nick�.� He sighed. �Sure, it�s great, it�s
more than great.
This morning when I woke up with him lying on me it was
perfect.
But when we wake up together linked by the implant, I�m
completely surrounded
by him, almost of a part of him.� Nicholas was
reminded of what Karr
had said to him about Michael and Kitt sleeping entwined
with one another.
He wondered about trying it himself with Karr one day.
�You want him back in the car.�
�I want him back in my mind. This,� he indicated the
android,
�isn�t natural somehow.�
�This isn�t natural?� Nicholas couldn�t help but
smile.
�And having him in the car is?�
Michael rubbed his hand over his face. �I talk to
that car like
it�s the most natural thing in the whole world. I
throw comments
at him, insults, jokes� banter. It�s become second
nature.
People look at me like I�ve gone nuts and all I can think
is how lucky
I am.� At least that was something Nicholas could
understand.
Wrapped in Karr�s dark presence, Kitt finally stretched
his own being
out as far as his brother�s constraining embrace would
allow. The
CPU was not designed for two AIs.
�karr?�
�i am here, kitt�
The bright soul settled back enjoying, more than he would
care to admit,
the feeling of security being in a CPU such as this one
gave him.
Everything was different, but compared to his place in the
android�s mind,
it was also familiar.
�i told michael� i wanted to stay in the android�
Karr was confused.
�why?�
�there are� pros and cons, karr�
�name one�
�it�s personal�
Karr understood about personal. How much of himself
had he been
reluctant to show Kitt at the beginning? How much
did Kitt still
not know?
�you could have been killed�
�i know�
Kitt�s residual fear emanated from his presence, sending a
shiver through
Karr, encouraging him to wrap a further tendril around his
brother, stroking
absently. He was amazed at how easy this was now, to
offer such comfort
after his reluctance to do so when they�d first discovered
their link.
�knight�
�michael�
�your partner could not stand to lose you�
Kitt tilted his virtual head to one side, waiting.
�i could not stand to lose you�
Michael let his eyes wonder over the set-up before
him. Somewhere
between Karr and Swan�s android hung the life of his
beloved partner.
�Do you think Wilton stopped for one moment to think about
what he was
doing?�
It was an old conversation. �With us or them?�
�He creates Karr, playing God, hooks you up to him and
then� changes
his mind. Do you think he realised what he�d
created? The life
he�d made?�
�I don�t think he thought at all. I mean, he did it
again, didn�t
he? New driver, new AI, new car, new start, like he
wanted to bury
Karr and I in the past. He was a determined
man. He had a fantasy
and he was going to make sure it succeeded him no matter
what.�
Michael shook his head. �You know, sometimes I feel
like we�re
chasing midnight, following an impossible dream that isn�t
even our own.�
�The trick is to make it yours.�
Michael frowned. �That�s not easy in this life.�
�Maybe. Unfortunately we tend to make some very
dangerous enemies.�
�Not as dangerous as our friends.� He met Nicholas�
dark eyes.
�What do I do about Jennifer?�
�I told you, Michael, if it�s her or Kitt, she pays for
this with her
life.�
He hesitated. �Out there, I could have turned that
gun on her
for simply threatening Kitt. But to plan it� it�s so
cold-blooded,
pre-meditated. It�s murder, Nick. I can�t
condone it.�
�You won�t have to.� Nicholas smiled, and
stood. �I have
a couple of things to do.� He noted the expression
on his friend�s
face. �Don�t worry, it�s contracted work.�
Getting to his feet, Michael approached the Stealth as
Nicholas headed
upstairs. �How is he, Karr?�
�I believe the human equivalent is �in shock�.�
As if reaching for his own car, Michael touched the
Stealth�s roof.
�Tell him I�m here?� He felt so helpless, and that
must have been
echoed in his voice, for when Karr answered he�d never
heard the dark AI
speak to him so gently.
�He knows, Michael.�
*
An hour or so later Swan finally lifted her head, stood
up straight
and stretched, popping vertebrae back into place.
She caught Michael�s
eyes before announcing, �What a fucking mess you made of
my creation.�
He stared at her. �I wasn�t exactly my finger on the
trigger,
you know.� His tone might have suggested that it
could be if she
carried on speaking to him in that manner regarding his
partner.
�I know,� she held up one hand, palm out in apology.
�I know.
I�m sorry. I�ve repaired the damage and reset the
nervous system.
When Kitt comes back in it�ll be like it never happened.�
Michael knew that wasn�t accurate. With Kitt,
nothing never happened.
�He�s got a good memory,� he muttered, more to himself.
�I meant, there�ll be no pain.� She picked up the
half-empty
can of Diet Coke from the work-bench and swallowed the
remainder of the
drink in one. �You can transfer Kitt back whenever
you�re ready.�
Nicholas came to the railing above them, wanting to be
present when
they did this, just in case. His partner had managed
this for the
most part alone, but then, neither of them was ever truly
alone.
�Karr?� Michael waited for an answer.
<Karr?>
�kitt? are you ready?�
�will there be pain?�
�no. everything has been repaired and reset.�
�will you still be here?�
�no. i can�t be�
�i want to go home�
The words in his mind had an underlying tone of exhaustion
to them,
so different from when they�d communicated before.
�Karr?� Michael questioned again.
<Karr? Everything okay?>
�you can go home soon, kitt. just another day.
you will
stay here with us. you will be safe�
�thank you�
�anytime�
<He is returning>
Nicholas started down the stairs. �He�s moving back
through to
the android.�
Michael nodded, not bothering to ask why Karr had told
Nicholas silently.
He knew it was as natural as speaking out loud, although
it was draining
and wasn�t a way to have a long, in-depth
conversation. He moved
over to the work-bench, lifting the inert hand into his
own, holding it
against his chest. With his other hand, he stroked
over the silken
hair. And he waited.
There was no physical sign at first. Karr watched
Kitt leave his
CPU and follow his own connection through into the
processor in the positronic
mind. When he was sure Kitt was completely gone he
sent through the
cable,
�kitt, are you all right?�
�yes. it�s safe to remove the cable�
<It is safe. Disconnect us>
Nicholas nodded to Bonnie who was nearby. She
stepped in and
disconnected the two processors.
Swan looked on. �It�ll be a few minutes before Kitt
activates
all the sub-routines.� She stepped away. There
was nothing
more she could do now.
Slowly they all backed off, letting Michael be alone with
his partner.
�Kitt? Come back to me, partner.�
Seven slow minutes passed. And then without warning,
Kitt sat
up, straight and suddenly. Michael almost fell back
from where he�d
been sitting up on the work-bench but he kept his
balance. �Hey,
you all right?�
Once again, Kitt could feel his partner�s hands on his
shoulders, stroking
down his arms. He couldn�t find the words for now,
but he nodded.
For a while they just sat together, before Kitt found his
voice.
�I�m okay.�
Michael nodded, relieved. �I�m sorry. You
could have been
killed, it would have been my fault.�
Kitt reached up, laying a trembling hand against Michael�s
front, palm
flat against the material of his shirt. �No.
Don�t, please.�
He leaned forward slightly and was immediately wrapped in
a tight embrace.
�It wasn�t your fault, it couldn�t have been.
Jennifer wants us dead.�
Michael moved his head from side to side, chin digging
softly into
the top of Kitt�s head. �Not us, Pal, you. She
resents you.�
�I� understand her point, to a degree. I belong to
you now, she�s
lost all ownership of me or the car and yet she still pays
for my upkeep.�
�The Foundation does. They brought you into this
world, Kitt.
That�s their responsibility. Mine is to make sure
you�re kept healthy
and safe and at the moment I�m seriously lacking.�
�She�s the one trying to deactivate me.�
Michael cuddled his partner closer. �Murder you,
Kitt.
She�s trying to murder you.�
�Do you think a court would see it that way?�
Michael closed his eyes. He didn�t answer Kitt�s
question.
He just sat for a long time before releasing his tight
hold on his partner.
�If anyone ever took you from me I would make sure they
paid.�
There was a very real threat in his words that Kitt found
both touching
and disturbing at once. But he had no
response. Because he
knew he felt the same way.
*
Nicholas tooled Karr into the driveway of the expensive
country house
and killed the engine.
�I still don�t like the fact they�re there alone.�
�Karr, you threatened to break every bone in Swan�s body
if she touched
them. They�re safe at home.�
They surveyed the house before them. �I could level
it.�
�No. We�re not going to kill her.�
�What are we going to do?�
�Just remind her that Kitt�s life is worth more than hers
is.�
*
Bonnie sealed the final cover and sat back. The CPU
repairs were
finally complete. She looked around to tell them the
good news.
And found herself completely alone. Only the body of
the black TransAm,
eerily quiet, dead, remained in the warehouse.
Confused, she shrugged
and defiantly headed upstairs for an extra large coffee.
*
Nicholas didn�t even try the front door. He walked
around to the
back of the house and found Jennifer sitting outside on
the patio, laptop
open on the white table in front of her, a Margarita
within reach.
She was reading whatever was on the screen.
<Find out what she�s looking at>
�Ms Knight.�
She looked up, startled that she hadn�t heard his
approach. �Mr
MacKenzie.� She looked him up and down, trying to
determine his reason
for being here. �What a nice surprise.� For
appearances� sake
she�d kept up the polite act at the Fundraiser last month,
but she didn�t
even try to pretend now. Still, she couldn�t help
her anxiety.
After what she�d done that morning, she wasn�t totally
sure he wouldn�t
try to harm her. �What brings you here?�
Nicholas leaned against the stone gateway leading on to
the patio,
arms crossed. �You know the answer to that one.�
She decided to play it cool. �Do I?�
Nick raised his eyebrows. �You can�t be so out of
reality that
you believe they�d just take it.�
�An experiment,� she shrugged, �it�s an android.
Very convincing,
very real, but still an android, an artificial life
form.� She picked
up her cocktail. �One that�s bleeding me dry, Mr
MacKenzie.�
�Your father created a life. Kitt�s his child, as
much as you
are.�
�Oh, please! How many times do we have to go through
this?!
It�s not a child, not a sentient being. It�s a
computer, an AI in
a box. And you might remind Michael Knight of
that.� A smile
crept over her face. �He was kissing that thing,
MacKenzie.�
She�d expected at least a tiny flicker of disgust on the
otherwise relaxed
features. But instead she thought she caught a
glimpse of a smile.
Her repulsion escalated. �You knew! Ugh!�
He tuned that smile up a notch or two. �You will
never understand.
It�s your loss.� He unfolded his arms and stepped
under the archway
towards her. Immediately, she stiffened, ready to
run if she had
to. If she could. �But I will not sit back and
watch you kill
him. Once more, Jennifer, and I will make sure you
don�t get another
chance. Ever.�
She threw back a smirk. �What if once more is all I
need?�
He smiled, a cold expression. �It was all I could do
to keep
Karr from killing you the last time. I won�t bother
again.�
He closed in on her. �Don�t push your luck,� he
murmured when he
was up close. �My �pet monster� doesn�t like
you. He wouldn�t
think twice. And if it saved Kitt from ever having
to see you again,
neither would I.�
He turned from her, striding back the way he�d come.
�MacKenzie!� He stopped, somehow he�d known she�d
want the last
word. �You don�t scare me.�
Without turning around, Nick let the grin enter his
voice. �Really?�
He left, not looking back. Not having to.
<You�re an evil bastard sometimes>
<Thank you, Karr>
*
Michael and Kitt walked side by side along the
harbour. �That
was a close one,� Kitt murmured finally. The first
few hundred yards
had been in silence, both needing time to think.
�Yeah.� Hands stuffed in his pockets, Michael nudged
his partner
playfully. �But we�re still here.�
Kitt glanced at him. �How can you make light of
this?�
�It�s the only way I survive.� He caught his
partner�s expression
and threw a friendly arm around his shoulders. �How
often has it
been that close?�
Kitt hesitated. Reaching up, he linked his own
fingers with Michael�s
where they dropped over his shoulder. �Too often.�
The silence fell between them once again. �What are
you thinking
about?� Michael enquired finally.
�Us. This. How much I�m going to miss it.�
Michael tightened his fingers, stroking Kitt�s thumb with
his own.
�Do you even know what this is?�
His partner frowned, hurt. �I know what I feel for
you.
�Do you?� There was no accusation in Michael�s
tone. �Kitt,
you were willing to accept me telling you how I felt when
you were safe
in car. It�s different like this.�
�You think I don�t know that?� Kitt moved away,
stepping in front
of his partner, stopping him in his stride, facing
him. �This is
so confusing. I know these feelings yet� there are
different ways
of dealing with them now. When you kiss me� there
are so many responses
this body has, and I know if what I�m experiencing
triggers them, but I
can�t control them. This isn�t me! You�re
developing an attraction
for this body!� The distress in his voice was
difficult to listen
to.
�Why would you think that? Have you ever known me
show any interest
in a man before?�
�No! And that�s another thing! Why are you�
interested
in me now?�
Michael sighed, shaking his head. He indicated a
wooden bench
not far from them. �Sit down.�
Out of sheer habit more than anything else, Kitt did as he
was told.
Despite the narrow seat he still pulled his legs up to sit
with them crossed
in front of him. Michael made a mental note to
remind him to ask
why he did that.
Sitting down next to his partner, Michael started to rub
his hands
together, determined to make Kitt understand at the very
least. �I
fell in love with you many months ago. It wasn�t
quick, it wasn�t
something I expected, it just happened.� He glanced
at Kitt, at those
eyes, amber in the sunshine, regarding him with an
unreadable expression.
�Believe me, I�ve thought it through. At first I
tried to deny it.
I threw myself into my relationship with Bonnie.�
His voice quieted.
�When we made love, and I had to shut you out� I felt�
wrong.�
�I understand that you need your privacy.�
�But I didn�t want it! I wanted to have you with
me. I
felt guilty, afterwards, guilty for shutting you out,
guilty for dropping
the block so soon. The number of nights she was
there in my bed and
I was� with you, curled up with you in my mind.� He
shook his head.
�I know how it sounds. I think Nick understands how
it can be because
although he doesn�t feel it, he can imagine it. But
I would hate
to have to explain it to anyone else.�
Kitt started to play with his fingers, a gesture he could
only have
picked up from Michael. �You�re ashamed of this.�
Michael could only smile as he put his hand between both
of Kitt�s.
�I�m not ashamed. I�m just� frightened, to be
perfectly honest.�
�Of what?� his friend asked in a whisper.
�Of what it means.�
Kitt looked at him, long and hard. �Surely it means�
whatever
we want it to mean.�
Michael stared, then blinked. �I guess it
does. So the
question becomes, what do we want it to mean?�
For a time they sat in silence, watching the sun set out
over the dirty
water and derelict warehouses. When Kitt spoke, it
was slowly, his
thoughts still conjuring with the ideas that had come from
days of pent-up
emotion. �Could it mean� something different now to
what it�ll mean
later, when I�m home?�
Michael frowned, not sure where Kitt was going with this,
but as willing
to follow him into the unknown as he was to follow him on
familiar ground.
�Sure. I don�t see why not.�
�Michael�.� It had been a long time since he had
heard his name
spoken by that voice with so much nervousness. �This
body has� reactions
that I don�t understand. When you kiss me�.�
It was dawning slowly exactly what Kitt was referring
to. And
it took a few minutes to sink in. Although he
couldn't deny that
he�d thought about it, he hadn�t been sure that the
android body had any
sexual organs, never mind reactions. His eyes locked
with his partner�s.
�Kitt� don�t get me wrong, I would love to show you what
those reactions
could lead to. But� when you said yesterday, about
not doing anything
we�d regret�.�
�You think we�d regret it?�
�I don�t think we�d regret it, it�s just whether we�d miss
it.�
A glimmer of a smile touched his lips. �I�m trying
to equate you
now to the you I know and love.�
Kitt thought he understood, somehow. �I�d have
thought you were
used to accepting the impossible without question.
You accepted me
at the beginning, and when the implant activated. Is
it so difficult
now?�
Michael sighed, shaking his head and reaching for his
partner.
Kitt went without hesitation, leaning into the strength of
Michael�s body.
�You don�t get it. I�ll always accept you, however
you look, wherever
you are. But I think this is the first time I�ve
ever seen you as�.�
He trailed off, unable to express himself. He
thought about what
he would have sent down the link had they been connected
like that.
The phrases, �man�, �human being�, �equal� and �person�
all came into mind,
not because he�d ever seen Kitt as anything less, but
because he�d always
looked upon him as something more; something, someone,
very, very special.
And yet there was one word that he knew would tell Kitt
everything.
�It�s the first time I�ve considered you as a lover,� he
managed finally.
Kitt�s arms came around him as he sat up in Michael�s
embrace.
They didn�t say a word. They didn�t have to.
And just for a
moment Michael would have sworn he felt something, a
tingle where the implant
lay dormant in his mind. It was a keen reminder of
what was missing
and he touched his lips to Kitt�s, needing at that moment
to be closer.
As their tongues swept leisurely across one other, Kitt
pulled his arms
back and slipped them under Michael�s coat, pressing one
palm flat against
his partner�s spine while the other worked bravely to
untuck Michael�s
shirt from the back of his jeans. Michael felt the
pull on his clothing
and then the warm skin touch his own. He couldn�t
suppress his murmur
of blossoming arousal at that simple contact.
When they parted, Michael kept Kitt close, sweeping his
hand over his
partner�s hair, his cheek, caressing his neck.
�Should we go somewhere
a little warmer? Less� out in the open?�
�You have to be sure. I couldn�t live if you ever
regretted this.�
�Kitt, I love you. I am not going to regret
this.� He knew
he was repeating the words spoken yesterday but that was a
kiss, this would
be so much more. He dropped a quick kiss to his
partner�s mouth.
�Never.�
*
�Michael! Kitt!� Bonnie looked up from under
the open hood
of the TransAm. �Good news! The CPU�s
ready.� She smiled
at the both of them, while neither looked exactly ecstatic
at the news.
When Nicholas and Karr rolled in a few seconds later, they
were still just
looking at one another. Kitt smiled first, moving to
give Bonnie
a hug, wrapping his arms around her neck. She was
surprised, but
immediately returned the gesture.
�Thank you,� he murmured to her.
�Every time.� It was a response that brought a smile
to his face.
He released her as Nicholas came to stand with
them. �I take it
the CPU repairs are complete?�
She nodded, happily. �I�m just removing the
temporary control
computer so that I can return the CPU to the car.
And then, whenever
you�re ready, Kitt.�
Michael�s heart sank. But Kitt was ahead of
them. �Tomorrow
morning.�
All three looked at the android. Michael wanted to
shout his
joy but he merely allowed a smile to show through.
Nicholas raised
his eyebrows, feeling Karr�s question in his mind.
Bonnie frowned.
�We can do it sooner�.�
Kitt touched her arm. �I know. But there�s
something I
want to do first. It�s important to me.�
She looked from Kitt to Michael, at the smile he was
trying to hide,
at his expression � a mixture of love and pride. She
nodded slowly.
�Okay. There�s still some stuff I have to
do�.� She was babbling,
she knew. Kitt glanced at Nicholas. A small
smile passed between
them. Some silent communication. And then he
said,
�Look, Bonnie, you�ve done enough for now. Why don�t
you let
me treat you to dinner?� He moved toward her, took
her arm and threaded
it through his own.
She looked at him in surprise. �What?�
�We�ve never talked.� He led her around and opened
the passenger
door of the Stealth.
�But what about my clothes!� she protested, despite having
realised
what Nicholas was trying to do. �At least let me
change!�
�Don�t worry about that.� Nick at least understood
about the
power of impulse. If Michael and Kitt had to wait
around for them
to clear out, it could kill whatever excitement they�d
managed to build
up. He caught Kitt�s eye as he left and winked, a
rare grin splitting
his face as the AI winked back at him. And then he
dropped into Karr�s
driver�s seat and left them to it.
*
Opening the door, Kitt stepped into Michael�s room.
Michael followed,
thinking on how this was the only private place that
remained for him now.
Although with the implant, nowhere was really
private. He smiled
to himself at that thought and closed the door behind him,
taking Kitt�s
hands as they faced one another.
�I have no idea what to do now, of course,� Kitt admitted,
looking
down at his partner�s fingers over his own.
Michael regarded him with open affection. �Let me
show you.�
Leaning down, Michael initiated a kiss, just light,
tender. Kitt�s
lips parted under his, tongue nipping out quickly to steal
over that of
his partner. Slowly, lazily, Michael deepened the
contact, bringing
their bodies together. Kitt moaned, actually moaned,
and the sound
sent Michael�s heart soaring. It added a spark to
the kindling fire
between them.
When they parted, Michael moved one arm from around his
partner to begin
unfastening the buttons down the front of his shirt.
Nervous, Kitt
watched. �How can you find me attractive?� He
stopped himself
from adding, �after all those women�.
Michael brushed his lips over Kitt�s, hushing him as he
did so.
�If I can accept, so can you,� he murmured softly.
Opening the white shirt, revealing his partner�s body this
time in
arousal rather then any medical need, Michael ran the tips
of his fingers
over the smooth skin. This was a first for
him. First time
with a man. But this was Kitt, and that was what he
had to get over.
His partner was so very special to him, he was terrified
of doing something
that would cross whatever invisible lines existed here.
But Kitt learned quickly. His fingers were making
light work of
the buttons on Michael�s shirt. He touched his
fingers to the fine
hairs on his partner�s chest, so very different to that of
his own body.
Drawing from vague ideas and fleeting thoughts that had
leaked through
to him when Michael had been with Bonnie, Kitt put his
hand flat onto Michael�s
chest and drew it slowly down, teasing the skin, until his
fingertips were
against the waistband of his partner�s jeans. Then
he glanced up
to catch Michael release the breath he�d been holding.
�Tell me if I do something wrong?� Kitt asked quietly.
�You�re doing just fine.� There was a heated, rough
quality to
Michael�s voice that Kitt found he could appreciate even
if he couldn�t
relate to it. But something was happening.
Human physiology
was something he knew a lot about. In order to
ensure Michael�s health
he�d read everything he could find on the human body, its
various states
and afflictions. He knew what an erection was, in
technical terms.
He�d just never experienced one before. As Michael
continued to touch
him, circling and ever-so gently pinching his nipples,
stroking over his
skin in long, luxurious caresses, Kitt�s arousal grew to
the point of becoming
overwhelming. He clutched at Michael�s arms, feeling
his control
of non-critical sub-routines diminish.
�I� I need to sit down,� he managed finally, when he was
close to being
unable to stop his legs collapsing from under him.
Michael led him
back to the double bed and eased him down. Very
carefully, he coaxed
Kitt into lying and joined him, wrapping his leg over his
partner�s, leaning
up over the slim body before him.
�You are beautiful,� Michael murmured, gaze roaming
Kitt�s face and
neck, hand stroking his chest and stomach. Kitt
couldn�t find a response.
He had very little experience of pleasure, gleaning his
favourite moments
from times he and Michael had linked deep into one
another�s minds.
What he was experiencing now was overloading his neural
nets just as surely
as a power surge would. His erection was
uncomfortable, starting
to become painful. It ached, trapped in his jeans,
and no amount
of shifting around was relieving the pressure, in fact
every brush against
the material of his jeans made things worse.
Michael read the expression on his partner�s face and
recognised it
instantly. �Want me to do something about that?� he
teased gently.
Kitt glanced at his partner, his lover, with the questions
filling
his eyes. Michael didn�t need a verbal answer.
Kitt�s look
was enough. He moved his hand down, around over the
left hip and
over the stomach, pressing carefully against the hard
bulge in the unforgiving
denim. Kitt yelled out something nonsensical, hips
thrusting up against
the sudden pressure. Despite making things hellishly
worse, he found
it worth the moment of release when Michael�s palm had
been against him.
�Please�� was all he managed to say.
Michael smiled, and reaching down between Kitt�s thighs,
he squeezed
his partner again, this time slightly harder, watching his
every response.
There was no surprised yell this time, just a long, deep
moan of need and
desire. Michael�s own response to that was becoming
just as painful
as Kitt�s obviously was. But he didn�t want to take
this too fast.
Kitt had given them all evening, all night. This was
his partner�s
first time and he was going to make it as memorable as he
could.
�I�m going to make sure that it just takes the memories
of this arouse
you,� he murmured, holding Kitt�s heated gaze.
Kitt parted his lips to say something but when no words
came, Michael
captured them under his own, stroking his tongue over his
lover�s, amazed
once again at how human Kitt tasted.
He was still pushing helplessly into Michael�s hand,
almost ready to
beg. Then it was gone, and Kitt looked down to watch
skilled fingers
push the buttons of his jeans through their holes one by
one.
�I always hated button jeans,� Michael muttered,
smiling. Kitt
choked on his laugh when Michael�s fingers eased down
inside those jeans,
skin to skin. Michael�s face opened into a
grin. �Kitt!
Commando?�
But his partner was too far gone to even hear him.
The sandy
brown hair fell against the pillow as Kitt tipped his head
back, something
akin to a growl escaping his throat. Michael had
never been with
someone so responsive. He watched, fascinated, as
every touch to
the still-trapped genitals brought about another sound,
another frustrated
movement from his lover.
�Is that good?� he asked roughly. Kitt�s fingers
found his arm
and bit hard into his flesh. �I�ll take that as a
�yes�.�
Dark eyes opened and Kitt nailed his lover with a heated
stare that
only added fuel to the flames. �I think I love you
more at this moment
than I ever have,� Michael murmured, trying somehow to
express how he felt.
Kitt was lost for words. He hoped he was expressing
himself clearly
enough when he wove his fingers into Michael�s hair and
pulled him down
into a deep, ravaging kiss.
Making his escape, Michael sat up, hands still on his
lover�s body,
and started to slowly remove Kitt�s shoes and socks.
He massaged
the bare feet, one at a time, pushing his thumbs into the
souls, watching
as Kitt�s back arched in pleasure.
Deciding he�d tortured his lover enough for now, Michael
reached up
and hooked his fingers into the waistband of Kitt�s jeans,
slowly working
them off over his hips and down his legs. When he
saw Kitt naked,
he couldn�t help but stare. It wasn�t the first time
he�d seen another
naked man; he�d spent long enough in the army where
privacy was a rare
commodity. But this naked man was his lover, if only
for tonight,
and he couldn�t help but marvel.
�You�re staring,� Kitt accused some seconds later.
Michael met his eyes, smiling. �Found your voice?�
�I�m sorry, it�s� difficult.�
Instead of dismissing the apology, Michael strove to make
it more difficult.
He shrugged his shoulders back, letting his open shirt
drop away from him.
Still kneeling at Kitt�s feet, he unfastened his own jeans
and pushed them
off in a smooth, practised move. It was Kitt�s turn
to stare.
He�d never seen his partner completely naked, never seen
anyone naked for
that matter.
Aware of the scrutiny, Michael moved up over Kitt�s body
on his hands
and knees, without touching. He stopped first at the
knees, dropping
a kiss to each one. Then at the thighs, sweeping his
tongue along
the fold of Kitt�s right, then left leg, where they met
his torso.
He avoided his partner�s straining erection to dip the tip
of his tongue
into the belly-button, loving Kitt�s joyous laugh.
When he stopped
next to suck on each nipple in turn, the laugh turned to a
throaty moan.
He could only do what he liked and hoped Kitt would either
enjoy it too,
or ask him to stop. He read his lover�s every sound,
mindful of any
note of pain or discomfort that should break in.
But Kitt�s hands on Michael�s body were nothing but
encouraging.
The overwhelming sensations coming from the android body
were filling his
processor, overriding his ability to run the processes
that controlled
his physical actions. Every touch of Michael�s hands
to his body,
every tactile sensation being relayed through his own
skin, he couldn�t
deal with them all at once and that was leading to an
overload.
He pulled himself together enough to take Michael�s head
in his hands
and lift the teasing mouth from his chest. �I can�t
hold it together,�
he told his partner in desperation. �It�s too much.�
�Just� let it go. Don�t try to process it, just let
it happen.�
He frowned at himself. �Can you do that?�
Kitt nodded, almost reluctantly. He was being asked
to do something
totally against his usual operations. Yet� this was
an usual circumstance.
�I�ll try.�
Michael broke out from Kitt�s hold and dropped a long kiss
to his lips.
�I love you,� he told his partner heatedly. And then
he moved again,
this time lying down next to Kitt, one leg moving down
between his partner�s.
He started his stroking again, moving up one slim thigh
and down the
other. The tip of his thumb brushed over the base of
Kitt�s erection
and the reaction was immediate. He thrust upwards, a
murmur of pleading
coming from his lips.
�How�?� he managed, finding Michael�s gaze.
�How what?�
�How do you deal with this� need?�
Michael smiled, lifting himself onto one elbow, kissing
his lover�s
neck. �You just go with it.� He stroked his
palm over Kitt�s
erection, squeezing lightly. Kitt�s eyes widened
almost comically,
then closed as a low, long moan escaped from between his
lips. Michael
moved his hand lower, carefully taking his lover�s
testicles into his palm.
They felt perfect, a little heavy, warm. This time
the sound was
closer to a whimper, and Kitt�s own hand moved down
between them, stopping
just above Michael�s cock. He met Kitt�s eyes when
they opened.
�Can I?� he asked quietly.
Michael chuckled. �You don�t have to ask
permission. I�m
yours.�
�Mine?�
�You know I am.�
Another moment�s hesitation, and then Kitt touched him
with more intimacy
than he could ever remember anyone doing. He
shivered, jerked in
his lover's hand. �God, Kitt�.�
�Is that okay?�
In reply, Michael mirrored the touch to Kitt�s own shaft,
smiling as
he reacted as Michael himself had done. �That answer
your question?�
The familiar banter came easily, even if their voices were
rougher, and
the heat was building between them. �Come closer.�
Kitt turned, wrapping one leg over Michael�s, feeling
less vulnerable
in this position, less on display. He trusted his
partner implicitly,
but this was still too new. Hand on Kitt�s hip,
Michael moved in
closer, rubbing their erections together, eliciting a
sudden, surprised
cry from his lover.
�Is that good?�
Kitt nodded, hand opening out on Michael�s shoulder,
moving down over
the muscular frame to rest on the side of his thigh in a
silent plea for
more. In answer to the request, Michael started to
move, thrusting
slowly against Kitt, leaning in to catch another
kiss. And then his
hands were everywhere. From the silky hair to the
smooth curve of
Kitt�s ass, Michael touched him, getting to know this body
that he had
so little time with.
All Kitt could do was let the sensations and emotions
wash over him.
Processing it all had become impossible. The
pleasure assaulting
him was more than he�d ever known, taking him deeper into
the physical
connection with his partner. He tried to push his
partner�s name
forward, needing Michael to know how good this was.
But he was finding
even accessing his voice modulator difficult and he hoped
his movements
and expressions were enough.
Michael was bathing him in kisses, murmuring to him
phrases that meant
nothing yet would be forever remembered by the AI.
Never had Kitt
felt so loved. Never had he imagined he could be so
desired.
He followed Michael�s lead, caressing his lover, letting
his mouth wander
over the smooth neck and shoulders while his hands traced
circled down
over the taut chest and stomach. When he stroked
carefully up along
the length of Michael�s erection, he was rewarded with a
stunning, bright
expletive.
Kitt did it again, feeling Michael�s nails caress his
back in a gently
vicious touch. It was wonderful, and in order to get
a repeat performance
he wrapped his hand around both their erections and
stroked up and down
once. He won his prize, moaning, his head going back
as he tried
to push into his own touch and Michael�s at the same time.
�Kitt�.�
�Don�t stop!� He was amazed as he managed to force
the words
out, at the strength of his own need.
�I won�t, God, I won�t�. Just keep doing that.�
Michael pushed his other arm under Kitt�s moving body and
added his
other hand to the first as he again scraped his nails over
his lover�s
back, stimulating the millions of tiny sensors, the
equivalent of nerve
endings, loving the sounds from his partner as they became
more desperate.
His own world was starting to narrow to a single point, to
where Kitt�s
incredible hands were now wrapped around them both,
bringing them to an
awesome climax.
He felt it coming but when it hit him it took him by
surprise.
Michael came hard, warm wetness covering Kitt�s hand,
repeating his lover�s
name over and over, clinging to him like a lifeline.
Michael�s orgasm
drove Kitt over the same edge. Aware of nothing but
himself, Kitt
spiralled into the explosions in his mind, the pleasure
more than he could
cope with. Michael gave a second cry of ecstasy as
his partner�s
ejaculate mixed with his own, warm on his softening
cock. Kitt overloaded,
barely feeling Michael hug him closer, burying him in his
own body, murmuring
to him words of love and need. That they�d brought
each other to
such a high stunned them both, stunned and delighted them.
When he came down, Kitt blinked several times, pulling
his head back
to look into his lover�s eyes. �Wow.�
Michael smiled, stroking his hand over Kitt�s hair,
coaxing him back
into the tight embrace. �Yeah, wow.�
Michael closed his eyes for a moment, and was asleep ten
seconds later.
He was exhausted anyway, and the hard release had drained
his system.
Kitt remained still, letting his processor clear itself of
the overload
of input. Every so often, shivers would gently shake
his body, small
releases
of energy from his own system. It was a calming,
wonderful feeling
of peace. He watched his partner as sleep took him,
wondering if
either of them truly understood what they�d done
here. What had started
off as a strained relationship, Michael doing more taking
than giving,
had become something beautiful, something Kitt could never
have dreamt
of. And yet, in the back of Kitt�s processor was the
indisputable
fact that he was a computer, an AI, created to serve,
perhaps to compliment
but never to share an experience as intimate, as personal
as what they�d
just done, with another human being.
He didn�t belong here. He was on borrowed time and
he knew it.
When the morning came it would all be over, like a fantasy
he hadn�t been
able to grasp tightly enough to stop it from slipping
through his fingers.
He could never regret this. As a machine, he was
designed to be curious,
to learn and develop with his surroundings. As Kitt,
he was feeling
emotions that were difficult to understand, let alone come
to terms with.
He�d felt them before, of course, as echoes of Michael�s
presence through
the link. He�d been able to comprehend love,
affection, caring.
But what he�d felt tonight, the intense needs and desires
he�d experienced
when Michael had kissed him and touched him, were alien to
him. Were
they just reactions of this body? Or would he still
feel them when
he was home? For a moment, he was suddenly
cold. Would it matter?
Would Michael regret it when he looked at the car tomorrow
morning and
realise exactly what he�d done?
That was when the photographs caught his eye. There
were forty-nine
of them, stuck to the plaster in place of a window.
Friends they�d
made over the years, a great many taken of the two of them
by Bonnie.
And there was one by the bedside. It surprised him
to see it there.
Looking at it for a moment, he found he remembered the
afternoon perfectly.
Michael had come out in a sulk. He�d had a row with
Bonnie over something
or other. Sitting down on the bottom step outside
the front door,
chin rested on his hand, he�d looked so forlorn that Kitt
had actually
felt sorry for his partner. He�d fired up the engine
and moved from
his parking spot to bring the prow of the car up against
Michael�s shoulder.
Smiling, Michael had leaned into him, stretched one arm
out in front, along
the bumper, his hand coming to rest against the scanner
track. Back
then, without the link, their actions had been a clear
indication of their
affections. That one moment in time had been
beautiful. His
memory had captured it just as clearly as Devon�s camera
had.
Reaching back, Kitt picked up the photo from against the
alarm clock.
�Us,� he murmured to himself and glanced at Michael lying
close to his
side. Another, this time warmer shiver drove through
him. He
smiled and looked back at the photo, at the car. At
himself.
He�d told Michael that he wanted to stay in this body, and
at this moment
he wanted to more than ever. But when Jennifer had
attacked them
earlier he could have been killed and that might have led
to Michael�s
death. He was vulnerable like this. He
couldn�t fulfil his
core programming like this. He couldn�t protect
Michael�s life.
A sadness stole over him and he replaced the photograph,
turning back
to snuggle closer to his partner. As he did when it
was their minds
sleeping side by side, Michael automatically wrapped his
arms tighter,
pulling Kitt closer to him. Smiling to himself, the
AI settled, allowing
himself, just for tonight, to pretend it would always be
like this.
*
The warehouse doors closing behind Karr woke
Michael. He watched
Kitt for a time, just enjoying watching him �sleep�.
He got up, grabbed
his robe and headed out to check that it was Karr.
He could hear
Nicholas� voice and Bonnie�s laugh. Smiling to
himself, he went back
to his room and locked the door behind him. Dropping
his robe to
the floor, he crawled back into bed with his partner.
Kitt�s arms came around him, brown eyes meeting his own.
�Hey,� Michael pulled the duvet over them both, bringing
Kitt to him.
He found himself amazed that the android body fitted so
well. Kitt
had always fitted beautifully to him, but he was designed
that way.
Yet even in this strange body they seemed to have been
made for one another.
�I thought you were asleep.�
�I don�t sleep, you know that.�
�Okay, I thought you were offline.� Michael stole a
kiss.
�You okay?�
Kitt nodded. �You?�
�Never been better. I told you, this isn�t something
I�m ever
going to regret doing.�
�Even though we�ll know what we�re missing?�
Michael sighed softly, fingering a lock of hair back from
Kitt�s forehead.
�We can do this with the implant,� he reassured, �we can
be closer than
we ever can be like this.� Again, the AI nodded, but
it didn�t take
a genius to see the uncertainty in his expression.
�I can�t prove
it to you now, but as soon as you�re home I�ll show you, I
promise.�
Kitt brushed his fingertips over Michael�s throat.
�Are you�
sleepy?�
Michael�s lips turned up in a smile. �You horny
devil!�
But the kiss they shared gave Kitt his answer.
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