Bonnie stepped through the door into the lab where Justin
and his team
were rebuilding Kitt�s body. She�d needed a couple
of chips for the
CPU and instead of going to the store at the Foundation
she�d decided to
come to the R&D facility and check on their
progress. When she
saw the change that the last few days had seen, her mouth
fell open.
Justin met her at the door and looked proudly on their
work. �Almost
sorted,� he told her. �And this time we�ve found a
substance to bond
into the MBS that should protect from the higher
temperatures caused by
certain burning chemicals.�
�It�s� it looks incredible.� She walked around the
car, as close
to it as she could get with the cables, monitors and
mechanics blocking
her way.
�We decided that the basic black should stay, and the
scanner.
But the body shape�s changed slightly. It�s more�
curved, sleeker.
I think.� Bonnie had to agree. The hard lines
of the car had
been smoothed off.
�It�s beautiful.�
�Glad you approve.� He bit his lip, regarding her
with excitement.
She saw it.
�What is it, Justin?�
�We might have something� else.� She could
almost read
his nervousness.
�Out with it.�
�It�s�.� He caught her expression.
�Okay. We�ve been
working on something here for a while. It�s called
SensorNet.
It�s� a network of tiny sensors that can be bonded into
almost anything
- paint, bonded shells, material, plastic. The
sensors can be accessed
by any system coded� to access them.�
Bonnie leaned back against one of the workbenches.
�You�re saying
you can cover that car in this SensorNet, and it�ll relay
signals to Kitt
regarding his surroundings.�
�Yes! Temperature, humidity, touch�. For
instance, if you
put your hand on the hood he�d be able to feel it.�
They were both avoiding stating the obvious reason for
the network of
sensors like the one already replaced in the steering
column. But
Bonnie needed more than the pros. �And if
someone sets light
to him again?�
�There are limits to the input, exceed the limits and the
input automatically
cuts out altogether. Kitt can� override that if need
be.� Again,
he didn�t elaborate. Even if he�d tried to, he only
had vague notions
he would never have given voice to. �Kitt can shut
off the network
whenever he wants to, all of it or just a part.
Nothing would be
visible because the net would be bonded into whatever
material is on whatever
part of the car. For Kitt�s security, it wouldn�t be
an externally
accessible peripheral like, say the voice box, because it
would be coded
directly into the CPU.�
She smiled wryly. �You�ve given this a lot of
thought.�
He shrugged. �It�s an idea. We haven�t
incorporated it
into the car as yet. But I�ll give you the software
and if you could
mention it to Michael and Kitt�.� He trailed off,
and she nodded.
�How is Kitt?�
She sucked on her bottom lip. �Unsettled. He
wants to be
back in a familiar system.�
�And Michael?�
�Torn between worrying about Kitt and worrying about who
attacked them.�
�Which I assume Nick is working on.�
�You assume correctly.�
He sighed. �So� you�ll ask?�
�I�ll ask.�
�Thanks.�
*
Reluctantly, Michael left Kitt with Swan while she gave
him full instructions
on the use of his new body. He wandered outside into
the cold sunlight
to cross the silent road and lean on the railings of the
dockside.
Nicholas found him there some time later.
�How�s it going?�
Michael shook his head. �He�s� okay, I think.
We had years
without the link, Nick. Years when the only way to
communicate with
him was to talk to him. I learnt to read him in
other ways, the quality
and length of silences, the tone and inflections in his
voice. And
then link� blew all that away. I didn�t have to read
him �cause I
could sense him. Every� emotion, every
feeling.� He looked
down at the damp, dirty dock beneath him. �Now,
it�s�. You
know.�
Nick was silent for a while, strange emotions flickering
over his face.
Some Michael had seen there before, some were
frighteningly new.
�Perhaps,� Nick answered slowly after a while. �I
know what�s like
to lose the link. But I�m not sure I know how you�re
feeling right
now.� He didn't meet Michael's eyes and his face had
a mask-like
quality.
Michael touched his forehead, rubbed his temples.
Digging his
hand into his coat pocket he came up with only his
lighter. Nicholas
dug into his own coat pocket and produced a half-full,
half-squashed pack
of Camel cigarettes. �Yours?�
Michael took them, surprised. �Thanks.
Where...?�
�Down the back of the couch.�
Michael chuckled, took out a cigarette and lit it.
�Why the hell
do we do this for a living, Nick?�
That drew a smile. �Because we were chosen to.�
�By Wilton fucking Knight. But� why do we keep doing
it?�
Nicholas shrugged. He knew why he did it.
There were reasons,
most of them unknown to all but one person, and that was
Karr. What
little Michael had learned about him in the past was
merely a fraction
of the real Nicholas MacKenzie. �Michael, there are
implants in the
back of our heads that connect us to Artificial
Intelligences, sentient
lives.� He said finally. �If we didn�t do
this, what else would
we do?�
Michael gazed at him. He had a good idea what Nick
might be doing
if not for Wilton Knight's interference, and he shuddered
to think about
it. As he had told Bonnie once before, he was glad
Nick was on their
side. �Sometimes� sometimes I just want to take Kitt
and run, leave
it all behind. Each time something like this
happens, he gets hurt
or I get hurt� even when something happens to you or
Karr�. People
get killed in this business. If I lost Kitt� I dread
to think what
I�d do.�
"People get killed. Not only in this business,"
Nicholas agreed.
�But, Michael� Kitt was practically born to it. It�s
all he knows.
In a way, it's all you know as well. What would he
do if you gave
it up?�
�Come with me.�
�Undoubtedly. Then what? He�d make a great
golf cart.�
The ghost of a smile caressed Nicholas� face. �You�d
easily beat
all the other carts over the course.�
Michael tried not to laugh, not to giggle, but it broke
through.
A highly qualified robotics expert had once suggested,
long ago, that Kitt
might be down-graded to a utility vehicle. Michael
hadn�t reacted
well. It was a joke this time, as it hadn�t been
then. But
the meaning remained the same. Kitt was what he
was. An AI
programmed to protect Michael�s life in the most dangerous
of situations.
So what happened when Kitt himself was the target?
�Did you find anything in FLAGNet?�
Nicholas hesitated. �I�m afraid so. The only
people reading
the Tarasine data files for Kitt are the test team
themselves, and Jennifer
Knight. I�m sorry, Michael. It looks like it
was her.
There are several instances of her accessing the files in
the right timeframe.�
�He isn�t safe.�
�She won�t ever find you here.�
�Not here, no. But she set us up and I walked right
into it.
And Kitt almost paid with his life.�
Linking his fingers, Nicholas turned to lean back on the
railings.
�You know� she could vanish as easily as you can.�
His voice had
an almost casual tone to it, something so cold and still
that Michael briefly
thought he was talking to someone masquerading as his
friend. A few
years ago, he might have been shocked. Now... there
was a brief moment
of revulsion, then the firm decision not to let Nick
handle the dirty work.
He shook his head. �I won�t let Karr � or you - kill
her.
Not for her sake, but for his, for Kitt�s and for yours.�
Nick's cold blue eyes met Michael's. �I know
that. But
there are others. I don�t think you quite understand
yet what resources
I have at my disposal, what� I can make happen with just
an email.�
It was as if he was talking about the weather.
Michael thought for a time. �It�s murder,
Nicholas.� But
the part of him that ached for Kitt�s presence to be back
with him was
seriously considering what Nicholas could do. He had
the resources,
yes. He had the training.
�Yes it is. But if it comes down to her or Kitt, she
won�t live.�
There was a protective streak to his voice that made
Michael smile slightly.
Nick had changed over the past years, though he would
never admit it out
loud; just like Karr had changed. He would still
kill without remorse,
he would take Jennifer out, but he wouldn�t do it for his
own pleasure.
He would do it to protect Michael and Kitt.
�Michael!� Swan�s call took him straight inside,
Nicholas close
behind.
The android body that contained Kitt�s mind was on the
floor, face down,
sprawled out on the hard concrete. Michael dropped
to his knees,
reaching to turn Kitt onto his back, to help him up.
�Kitt�.�
Brown eyes looked up at him, and Michael thought he could
read the pain
there that he would otherwise have felt flooding through
the link.
He glared up at Swan, who was crouched a way from
them. �What the
hell happened?�
�He� he just tried to walk.� She was obviously
confused.
�I don�t know what went wrong, it�s simple�.�
�Simple for who? He�s a car, walking does
not come naturally.�
Michael pulled Kitt up into his arms, sitting with him on
the floor, giving
him something solid and real to lean on. �It�s okay,
Partner.�
Nicholas took Swan�s elbow and hoisted her to her
feet. �With
me. Now.� Michael watched him lead her across
to the other
side of the warehouse. He made sure Kitt was
comfortable.
�Are you hurt?� Kitt shook his head, but he screwed
his eyes
up and rubbed his nose with the palm of his hand. It
was the most
human gesture Michael could remember seeing and it almost
broke his heart.
�You hurt your nose.�
�I don�t know� I can just feel pain.� There was
desolation in
his voice. �I hate this, Michael! I want to go
home, please.�
�Ssh, Kitt. I know, I know. Soon, I promise.�
Finding Kitt�s hand, Michael laced their fingers
together. �We�ll
do this together.�
�I don�t want to do this at all.� He lifted one arm
and dropped
it uselessly into his lap. �How do you� synchronise
it all?�
Michael smiled affectionately. �How do you leap us
over a two-ton
semi while keeping the engine running, the car�s centre of
gravity balanced,
the laser restraint system active, the air conditioning
blowing and my
attention held with nonsensical banter. You know,
only once have
you ever stopped talking when we�ve jumped
something. You�ve never
missed a beat, whatever the condition of the road, the
speed we�re travelling
at, the strength and number of munitions being fired at
us.�
He looked down and actually saw Kitt smile. �It�s
second nature.
First nature even. This�.�
�This is for a couple of days, Kitt. You can either
experience,
or just lie back, close your eyes and wait for Bonnie to
finish the repairs
on the CPU. Either way, I�m here with you.�
Looking down at their joined hands, Kitt started rubbing
Michael�s finger,
noting the temperature, the texture and the idea that
Michael was holding
him at all. �I want to feel you.� The
emotion flowing
from Kitt�s CPU was affecting his voice, his expression,
his eyes, exactly
as it would a human. Perhaps if the link was
standing this would
be easier. Yet there was something undeniably
magical about being
this physically close. He looked around.
�How about we go for a drive? Get some privacy.�
�Really? We could� do that?�
Michael nodded. He stood, helping Kitt up, catching
sight of
Bonnie�s car at the end of the warehouse.
Perfect. �Bon,� he
called upstairs, �I�m borrowing your car.�
The announcement was answered by a simple, �okay� from
Bonnie, and he
took up the car keys from the workbench. But a
definite, �No!� from
Swan stopped him in his tracks. Michael stared at
her, where she
was breaking away from Nicholas.
�What?�
�He can�t leave this building!�
Michael frowned. �Why? I thought it was an
internal power
source.�
�It�s nothing to do with the power source! That
android is my
life�s work! I can�t just let you� walk out with
it!�
Michael glared at her, eyes flashing as he closed the gap
between them.
�Listen. You�re getting just what you want out of
this, don�t try
to deny it. It�s no longer an �it�, it�s a
�he�. He�s my partner,
my friend, and he means more to me than any of this.
We are going
for a drive. We�re going to get some privacy and
some time to ourselves.
You are not going to stop us.�
�Oh yes I am!�
She stepped around Michael toward Kitt. Immediately,
all three
moved. Karr�s engine fired and the Stealth ran the
distance in an
eye-blink, placing the car between Swan and Kitt in what
for Michael was
a frightening re-enactment of his reaction to Jennifer
Knight. Nicholas
also moved, grabbing her left arm at the same time Michael
reached out
and took her right. Kitt froze. The sudden
movement of the
Stealth had taken him by surprise. His trust in his
brother was implicit,
but it seemed for a split second that Karr was going to
run him over.
And then the car pulled in to a tight turn, settling in to
a familiar protective
stance. Kitt reached a trembling hand to the body of
the Stealth
and touched Karr gently; a silent �thank you�.
Nicholas� anger was more palpable than Michael�s, fired
as it was by
Karr�s own fury. �What did I just say?�
�Nick�.�
�Nothing�s going to happen to him, he�ll be fine.�
She nodded, �Right. So why�s he in this mess?�
�That�s enough, Swan!� He nodded at Michael.
�Go.
Come back when you�re ready.�
One arm around Kitt�s waist to assist him with walking,
Michael helped
him up and over to Bonnie�s Mercedes. They took off
with Swan still
prevaricating.
Once the red Merc was out of sight, Swan sat heavily on
the Stealth�s
hood, and it was only Nicholas� grip on her that held her
upright when
the car backed up from under her. �You can�t do this
to me, Nicholas!�
�Swan� did you hear a single word I said?�
�That�s my project!�
�The AI that you�ve transplanted into Jez has been with
Michael for
over twelve years. They�ve been mentally linked by
the same implant
that links Karr and I for just under two. That
intimate connection
has gone. They need time.�
She sighed. �I do understand that, Nicholas, I don�t
want to
hurt Kitt, believe me. He seems� quite�
wonderful. But Jez�.�
�Is in very good hands. Michael won�t let anything
happen to
him. The man is trained, Swan, and he�s very good at
what he does.
If he wasn�t he�d be dead by now.�
It was obvious that the discussion was over.
*
Michael drew the car to a halt at the side of the
road. To their
right, the Lake opened out, surrounded by hills.
They�d come here
before to talk or just �be�. Killing the engine,
Michael got out
of the car and went around to the passenger side, helping
Kitt out.
Neither spoke until they were settled on the hood of the
Merc, leaning
back against the windscreen. It was how Michael
often sat with Kitt.
�You have absolutely no regard for paint work,� Kitt
surprised Michael
with.
He smiled. �It�s bullet proof, I�m sure it�s scratch
proof.�
He let Kitt be for a minute or two, letting him take in
the surroundings.
�Does it� look different now?� he asked eventually.
�No.� Michael hoped he�d get used to hearing that
voice come
from so-human-looking lips. �The� signals are
different but they�re
being processed in the same way. I can�t� see.
I can only perceive.�
�And what do you perceive?�
The ghost of a smile touched those lips. �The sun
sparkling on
the water, the song of birds in the trees on the hills,
the scent of pine
trees.�
Michael caught himself staring at the human form beside
him.
�A true sensualist.�
Kitt turned his head. �What?�
�Nothing. Just� something Devon said once.� He
shook his
head. �Remember last time we were here?�
�My memory is still intact. Heaven only knows
how.� He
reached down and wrapped his hands over his right foot,
drawing it up,
bending his knee. He did the same with the other one
until he was
sitting cross-legged on the car�s hood. Michael
watched, fascinated
despite himself. When Kitt found himself being
regarded, he frowned.
�I haven�t got the leg thing sorted quite yet.�
Michael couldn�t
keep himself from smiling. �Last time we came here
we� connected,
deeper than we�d ever done before.� His voice
quieted. �We�
touched something within one another. It was
incredible.�
Michael reached over, touching Kitt�s fingers with his
own. �Are
you okay?�
�Not really.� Again, emotion touched the synthesised
tone.
�I�m being used.�
�No�.�
�Yes. Nicholas didn�t mean to, and he�s regretting
it.
But when he bought Swan in, he set me up as a part of her
experiment.�
Michael wanted to deny it, but he knew as well as Kitt did
that his
partner was right. �I won�t let anything happen to
you. Two
days and you�ll be out of there.�
Kitt nodded. �I thought I might� give Swan some test
data.�
�Kitt�.�
�I know. But like you said, I either experience or
don�t.�
Michael bristled, but for the moment he couldn�t put his
finger on
what was bothering him. �Is she� monitoring you the
whole time?�
�No. And I can choose what data to download to her
system.
This� body is standalone, so to speak.� Hesitantly,
he turned his
hand under Michael�s, threading his fingers up through his
partner�s.
His eyes alone asked for support that Michael would
otherwise given without
thinking, through the neuro implant. Sweeping his
thumb over Kitt�s,
Michael tightened his hold on the warm hand.
�Michael? Is this�.� He trailed off, unsure
what it was
he wanted to ask. Before the link he�d had to find
the words to ask
these questions, express these feelings. But for
almost two years
he�d not needed to; thoughts had been enough to convey
everything between
them, vague at first, images, fleeting ideas. Later,
after the time
they�d spent together joined so deeply while Kitt
recovered from his treatment
at the hands of Jennifer and her test team, those thoughts
became words.
Before this they�d been able to talk to one another
without thinking, to
communicate at a level so intimate it could have been
mistaken for telepathy.
�Is this what?�
Kitt looked away from Michael, over at the sun dancing on
the water.
�The one thing we�ve never had is the ability to�
touch. I know how
important it is for people to connect physically.�
He smiled, glancing
at their joined hands. �I mean� twenty-four hours
and this is�.�
�Natural.� Michael thought he should let go but he
didn�t want
to.
Kitt nodded, eyes returning to the natural beauty around
them.
He appeared to think for a time, and then he met Michael�s
searching gaze
and almost in a whisper he said, �All I�ve ever wanted is
to touch you.�
Never, never in a million years had Michael ever imagined
that Kitt
could be like this. Turning, folding his legs out
from under him,
he moved close to his partner. �For an Artificial
Intelligence you
are so incredibly human.�
Kitt drew his head back slightly. But he lifted his
free hand,
reaching up but hesitating before touching Michael�s
face. �There�s
a part of me missing.�
�I know.� Moving his own free hand, Michael combed
his fingers
into Kitt�s hair, feeling the reality of it, the clean,
silken strands
that fell over the back of his hand. �I can�t fill
that void, only
echo it.�
�You� you just need� to stay� close to me.� The
emotion within
his self translated into tremors in his voice modulation,
but Michael only
heard the meaning.
�You�re coming on to me!�
Kitt raised his eyebrows without ever knowing how he did
it.
�You�re coming on to me!�
Michael smiled, chuckled a little. He threaded his
fingers further
into Kitt�s hair, drawing him slowly closer, touching
their lips together.
Parting, wide brown eyes gazed into deep blue.
�Why?�
�Because it�s something I didn�t believe I�d ever be able
to do.
I love you. I know you think I�m� fickle. But
for a long time
there�s only been Bonnie, and you. I can�t block
you, I can�t shut
you out because I want to share everything with you.
You already
know me better and deeper than anyone ever has. I
can�t be with anyone
else.�
�I can block, I can back away�.�
�I don�t want you to anymore. Maybe a year ago, but
not now.�
�You�re sure?�
�I�m sure.� Bringing them together again, Michael
parted his
lips over Kitt�s, kissing him properly this time, waiting,
wishing he could
broadcast his intent, his need, into his partner�s
mind. But they�d
trusted a long time before they�d linked, and under
Michael�s gentle ministrations,
Kitt mirrored his actions, opening his mouth
slightly. As Michael�s
tongue brushed over his bottom lip, something ignited in
his mind, in his
whole body, something completely new to him. He
gasped, trying to
pull away then a moment later, reaching up to wrap his
hand around the
back of Michael�s neck, using the experiences of others,
of having watched
Michael kiss almost every woman he�d ever met.
He felt what he would later describe as a �shiver� when
Michael moaned
softly into his mouth, tongue slipping over his own in an
intimate caress.
He�d seen Michael do this so many times and felt no
emotion, no jealousies.
He understood now why humans kissed so often. But he
knew also that
he would no longer be able to watch his partner kiss a
woman without feeling
something. What were they destroying?
Then again, what were they building?
Kitt ended the kiss, stealing a nip of Michael�s upper
lip before he
sat back. �We shouldn�t.�
Michael almost laughed. �You watch far too much
television.�
He moved so that he was leaning over Kitt�s crossed legs,
taking his fingers
from between his partners and folding them back over the
warm hand.
�Okay, I�ll bite.� He smiled, tracing circles over
Kitt�s fingers.
�Why shouldn�t we do this?�
Uncertainly, Kitt regarded him. The movement of
Michael�s fingertips
over his skin was unbelievably distracting. �I know�
I don�t�.�
He tried again. �I guess I�ve always been asexual,
but in this body�.�
He couldn�t continue with Michael�s index finger pressed
against his lips.
�You�re male. You�ve always been male. Your
voice, your
self; you, Kitt. I see you as male, I always have
done and I always
will do.� He looked into the liquid brown eyes of a
stranger more
familiar to him, better known to him, than himself.
�It makes all
the difference. We wouldn�t have come this far if
you�d been female.�
�But you�re�.�
�Ssh. Don�t think in terms of labels. You�re
an Artificial
Intelligence that belongs in a car, linked to me through
an implant in
my brain.� He smiled, moving his finger over Kitt�s
jaw-line.
�We stepped away from labels a long time ago.�
�We could destroy everything.�
Shaking his head, Michael said, �I never knew this side of
you.
Why do you keep it hidden?� How it developed wasn�t
a question, after
all, Kitt had spent twelve years with the best seducer
this side of the
border.
�There was no one to show it to.�
Michael felt touched, shamed, hurt and oddly bemused in
all one.
If he thought about it, Kitt was right. Only very
recently had he
started to admit to himself that his feelings for his
partner were different
than they had once been, more intense, more difficult to
push to one side
to allow another human being close to him. Maybe
he�d hinted to Kitt,
but what was the AI supposed to do with hints? Now,
though, they
were almost on equal terms. Kitt was facing him as
another person,
another �human�. Despite what Michael had always
perceived Kitt as
being, Kitt had obviously perceived himself as something
very different.
�Show me now,� Michael sighed, �and when you get back
into the car,
when we�re together up here,� he tapped his forehead,
�show me again.�
Kitt regarded him for a few moments, eyes wandering over
the face he�d
known for most of his life. �I�m the one� person you
can�t break
it off with. If we go somewhere and regret
it�. Michael, it�s
hard enough at the moment to be without the link, but if
you ever� ever
decided you no longer wanted me in your head, I don�t
think I could survive.�
�Kitt�.� Letting go of his partner�s hand, Michael
reached both
arms around Kitt�s slim form, hugging his friend to him,
feeling Kitt hug
him back. �Believe me, I will never, never want you
out of my head.
Having you with me, whatever intensity the implant�s
working at, however
close we are, whether it�s a vague impression when we�re
working or the
deep intimacy when we�re resting, you being there isn�t
something I could
live without for too long.�
�But if we do something we regret�.�
�I�m not going to regret anything we do.� Releasing
his embrace
a little, Michael pulled back to study those soulful brown
eyes carefully,
as if he could read there the certainty he was
missing. �You don�t
understand what I feel for you.� Thinking for a
moment, he asked
finally, �Do you know why I married Stevie?�
�Because you loved her.�
Michael shook his head. �Because by contacting her,
Devon offered
me a way out. I�d been shot at once too often.
I was tired
of the life. But saying goodbye to you, leaving you
behind�.
Afterwards, after the funeral when I was walking along the
beach, I looked
up and saw you there. I realised I�d said goodbye to
you, but you�d
never left my side.�
�How can I? You know they�d have to reprogram me
before I�d ever
be compatible with anyone else.�
Michael smiled. �Me too, Kitt.�
There was barely any distance between them now
anyway. It was
easy for one or both of them to bridge the gap. Kitt
mimicked Michael�s
actions of minutes before. He licked his tongue over
Michael�s lips
before probing between them, tasting his partner.
Moving his hands
across Kitt�s back, Michael began to pay more attention to
the body in
his arms. He ran his fingertips down the length of
Kitt�s spine,
feeling the physical shiver that drove through the slim
form.
Oddly, Kitt had never known Michael spend any length of
time kissing
and cuddling a lover. Despite the number of
different driveways he�d
been parked in at night, he�d very rarely still been there
at sunrise.
But when Kitt next checked the time, looking inwards at
the clock in his
processor, almost three hours had passed since they�d left
Nicholas� warehouse.
He was sitting with his back pressed against Michael�s
front, Michael�s
arms wrapped around him, his arms folded over those that
held him.
Every so often he�d feel his partner�s lips touch the side
of his throat,
or better still, the smooth skin where the base of his
neck met his shoulder.
Once, he�d heard �I love you,� murmured into his
ear. Even with the
dark hole in his mind where Michael�s presence should have
been, he felt
himself bordering on happiness.
As the sun started to dip, Kitt dropped his head back to
Michael�s shoulder,
face turned upwards to collect a kiss. �We should
get back.�
�Umm. Soon.�
*
Jennifer Knight was seething. For a short time, her
unwanted step-brother
and her father�s own Frankenstein�s monster had been
accessible, working
as per their contract for the Foundation. Taking
information sources
from the Foundation. It was how she�d managed to set
up the attack
on the Knight Two Thousand. She wasn�t a murderer,
she�d reassured
herself. All she�d wanted to do was end the money
drain on her father�s
estate by curtailing the existence of the project he�d
spoken of in his
will.
Her inheritance was split. In the event of the
Knight Two Thousand
project closing down, her share of his estate increased
substantially.
Now though, Knight and that freak he called a partner had
disappeared
off the face of the Earth yet again. There was
something going on
at the R&D lab, but she didn�t have the clearance yet
to find out what.
Barstow had visited for something, but Knight hadn�t been
near the place,
so it was a safe bet that the Knight Two Thousand computer
wasn�t in there.
The problem was Nicholas MacKenzie. He�d protected
them after
the experiments she�d run to get the military the data
they�d required
before they�d make an offer on the car. She�d only
managed to collate
a third of the data she�d needed and then the board had
signed the car
and computer over to Michael Knight. End of
story. So the damn
car was now rightfully his. Yet it would continue to
be financed
by Wilton Knight�s estate for the rest of its wretched
existence.
Nothing infuriated her more than that single thought.
She�d paid the best and most expensive expert she could
find to rig
the sprinkler system in the park and get rid of the Knight
Two Thousand
once and forever. But something had gone wrong and
they were still
out there. Somewhere.
But the entrapment in the park had been Plan A. She
had a Plan
B.
*
Michael helped Kitt out of the car and over to the
couch. Nicholas
was watching him from Karr�s hood. Michael couldn�t
help but smile
at the habits they picked up because of the nature of the
partners that
had been chosen for them.
�Okay?�
Michael nodded, knowing he looked a lot happier than he
had done when
he�d driven out almost four hours ago. �How are
things?�
Nicholas was busy doing a little hacking for a
client. He nodded.
�Good. I have something for you, but it can wait.�
�Sure?�
�Completely.�
Swan approached, and with Kitt�s silent acknowledgement,
Michael left
them to it.
�I�m sorry, about this morning.�
�Apology accepted.�
Smiling, she handed him a neatly folded while shirt and a
second pair
of faded jeans. �I picked out some more clothes for
you, in case
you felt like a change. The shirt�ll be too big but�
baggy seems
to suit you.� She shrugged.
Kitt took the clothes, placing them carefully on the
table. �Thank
you, I appreciate it.� He indicated the laptop she
was waving around.
�Is that for me?�
�Only if you want. No pressure.�
�Take a seat.� Kitt watched her sit down next to him
and took
the laptop from her. �I won�t give you
everything. Some of
what�s happening� is personal and private.�
�Yeah,� she nodded, �I get that.�
�But I can give you enough for you to consider this
experiment a success.�
He flipped open the Toshiba, pulling his legs up once
again into the cross-legged
position he seemed to be able to best balance in and
resting the laptop
between his knees.
Swan covered Kitt�s hand where it hovered over the
keyboard. �Nick�s
been� explaining some things. I didn�t expect
you. I didn�t
expect a subject so� human.�
He glanced over at her. �You�re in a difficult
position.
You�re trying to break into the middle of something that�s
so established
you don�t stand a chance.� There was a gentle
apology in his tone.
�I�m beginning to understand that.�
�You saved my life.�
�No, I didn�t. Nick wouldn�t have let you go, Karr
would have
kept you in his CPU until they thought of something.�
Kitt knew that was true. �Maybe. But you�ve
let me experience
things I never imagined that I would.� A smile
touched his features.
�I can thank you for that at least.�
�Yeah, you can.� She patted his hand. �I�ll
let you get
on with the download.�
Leaving Kitt, she crossed to Nicholas. �I�m gonna
go get some
food. Want anything?�
He shook his head. �Make sure you follow security
protocol.�
Disappearing off the face of the planet wasn�t as
straight-forward
as they made it look. Kitt and Karr could pick up
any homing beacon
that might have somehow attached itself to either car or
driver.
Any tails were constantly watched for, and if a car or
selection of cars
behind them started showing signs of actually following,
diversionary tactics
were used until the coast was clear. In the case of
other cars, other
sources, every journey into the warehouse was monitored
where possible
for a five mile radius, to check for the same things Kitt
and Karr automatically
looked for. A security system was set on the harbour
perimeter.
The rest of the warehouses around here were
derelict. From the outside
they all looked the same.
As Swan pulled her truck out of the side doors, Nicholas
watched her
go.
�Keep her monitored.�
�Yes boss.�
At his response, Nicholas sent a wave of surprise.
��Pet Monster�
wasn�t far wrong was it?�
�I beg your pardon?�
�Now I know you�ve been spending too much time around
Kitt. Just
do as I asked?�
�It�s being done.�
�Good.� He shut off the laptop and slid down off the
hood.
For a moment he stopped and watched Kitt type, computer
mind heaving learnt
the keystrokes in a second he was using the laptop as if
he�d been using
one all his life. Nicholas hesitated, but he finally
made the decision
to approach the AI.
�Hey.�
Kitt looked up and smiled. �Hello, Nicholas.�
He had to agree with Michael, it was strange to hear
Kitt�s voice coming
from Swan�s android. �How�s it going?�
�It�s going� as well as can be expected. Thank you.�
Nicholas nodded, hesitated again, and headed
upstairs. As soon
as he was out of sight, Karr fired the engine and rolled
forward.
Kitt watched him, putting out a hand and pressing the palm
on to the hood
as soon as the car was close enough. Closing his
eyes, Kitt shut
down most of the sub-routines he�d been using and
concentrated on where
one of his two links to Karr had once been; the private
channel as a peripheral
port, and the link deeper in his CPU. It was the
private channel
he paid attention to now. He had no idea how he�d
known what Karr
was planning on doing, he�d just known.
Karr started with a wide-area broadcast through the
warehouse, directed
forward. When that signal found something it thought
it might recognise,
Karr narrowed the broadcast, directing straight at the
pick up. There
was nothing at first, and he tried a different
frequency. Suddenly
the private channel came alive with a mirroring
signal. Excitedly,
he ran the incoming signal through a translator.
_Karr?
_Kitt! It worked!
_You knew it would
_But how did you know?
_I just knew
_It�s quiet
_I miss you. This isn�t quite the same as the link
_I know but it is something
For a short time they sat together, Karr streaming a
broadcast and
Kitt answering it. Not words as such, just nothings
- logic and data
- just enjoying the familiar communication.
Finally, putting the laptop down on the couch next to
him, Kitt got
up unsteadily, using the hood of the car to help balance
him as he wobbled
toward the driver�s side. The Stealth�s door clicked
quietly open
as Kitt approached. He didn�t say a word until he
was seated in the
plush driver�s seat, legs drawn up as he settled back into
the seat and
Karr closed the door.
�Are you all right, Kitt?�
The human form smiled slightly. �I� don�t seem to be
able to
get balancing right. Swan thinks the sub-routines
that control the
legs aren�t functioning properly.� He looked up,
seeing his brother�s
dash for the first time. He realised he hadn�t yet
seen his own.
�Sorry.�
�No apology needed.� There was a loaded
silence. Kitt leaned
forward, his hand hovering just above the sensor mounted
in the steering
column for Nicholas only. He would never touch it.
_Something�s changing, isn�t it? You feel�
different.
Kitt spread his palms.
�I am different.� _But not for long
_You and Knight
_His name�s Michael
_Apologies
_You and Michael� you�re closer if that�s possible
_How do you know?
_It was changing before this happened. The quality
of your presence
was different
Kitt hung his hand over the steering wheel, brushing his
fingertips
over the warm leather. �I love him.�
The simplicity of the confession stunned Karr for a
moment. "I
understand."
"Do you?" Kitt simply asked.
Karr was silent for a second. "Yes, I do," he
answered calmly.
Kitt gazed at the steering wheel where his fingers were
tracing patterns.
�Why are we so different?� the older AI suddenly asked,
catching him off
guard.
Kitt thought about that, sending back an answering signal
to Karr�s
broadcast while he did. �We�re not that
different. You care
deeply for Nicholas even if you won�t admit it to me out
loud.� A
smile grazed his features.
There was a brief, embarrassed silence. �It�s not
the same and
you know it,� Karr finally told him.
"Isn�t it?" Kitt sighed. �We have very
separate histories.
You and Nicholas were thrown together, neither of you
wanted the other,
neither knew the other. You fought almost to the
death because neither
of you understood what was happening.� His voice
trailed off as he
became aware of Karr's pained silence. It was a part
of his past
he would never be able to truly accept. Kitt had
often tried to imagine
what it would have been like if this had been Michael's
and his beginning,
and he had failed each time.
�You can�t tell me you wanted the implant,� Karr demanded.
�Not at first. But we were already close. It
terrified
me at the start, terrified both of us. But we had a
lot there to
build on.� He lowered his voice. �We didn�t
try to kill one
another.�
_Low shot, his brother snarled.
_I was only answering your question
A long silence followed, filled only by the inaudible
communication
between the two computer minds.
�What�s it like?� He filled in the details of the
question using
their broadcast.
�Uncomfortable.� Kitt stared at his fingers where
they still
curled around the base of the steering wheel.
�Nothing works properly,�
he complained softly. �I can�t control this body as
smoothly as I
can control� me, the car I mean. I feel so
vulnerable. What
chance would I stand if Jennifer found us now? How
would I ever be
able to protect Michael�?�
Karr could easily hear the building distress in his
brother�s voice.
�It�s all right, Kitt. She won�t find you. I
wouldn�t ever
let anyone hurt you. Or Kni� Michael.�
Kitt smiled, automatically translating the emotion and
sending it to
Karr. �I�d never have believed we�d become
close. When you
drove passed us that day on the mountain track, I was so�
freaked out.�
He paused, smiling at the colourful colloquialism he�d
picked up, this
time from Nicholas rather than Michael.
Karr�s pulsing amusement mirrored his own. �That was
the evil
me.�
Kitt stared at the voice modulator. �The evil you?�
�Yes, do you not have an evil you?�
The communication between them flared with laughter.
�You�re
the evil me.�
�I�m the evil you?�
�Yes.�
�So you�re the good me?�
�Yes.�
�You are losing it.�
�Nick?� Michael realised he�d lost his friend�s
attention somewhere
in the conversation. �Everything okay?�
Nicholas refocused. �Sorry. Yeah� I
think�.� He trailed
off again, reaching toward the implant. Karr was
there. He
was distracted, his attention and concentration
elsewhere. But more
than that, there was an energy flowing into him that was
trickling through
to Nicholas. �I think he�s� connected to Kitt
somehow. They�re�
talking, but� on two levels.�
He stopped trying to work out what was going on, looking
at Michael�s
amazed expression. �Connected?�
�While you two were out he was muttering about trying a
wide-area broadcast.
Kitt�s got some of the same hardware as he had, within his
mind.�
He nodded his understanding when Michael waved his hand in
the air.
�Karr thought he might be able to broadcast to Kitt in the
same way they
used the private channel. He thought if Kitt could
pick him up, he
could send back an answering signal.�
�So they�re� linking?� There was something
underlying Michael�s
tone that Nicholas was sure was jealousy. He
couldn�t blame him.
�No. It�s not permanent. It�s just a
broadcast. When
it stops, the connection drops.�
�Can you hear it?�
�No, but� I would swear they were laughing.�
�Laughing?�
Nicholas shrugged. �I guess they�ve found something
to amuse
themselves.� He regarded Michael for a time.
�What happened
between you two this morning?�
Michael hesitated. �We� talked.� Nicholas
raised his eyebrows.
It was strange how close they�d become, linked indirectly
by two AIs whose
own connection was perhaps stronger than them all.
For a long time,
Nick had refused to let Michael closer, but the months of
shared suffering,
teaching Michael how to use the implant, feeling echoes of
Kitt through
Karr, had left their traces. As Karr had once told
him, he had mellowed.
It wasn't a bad thing, just... unprecedented. �Okay�
we might have
done a bit more than talk.� Michael read the other�s
expression.
�You were the one who told me to accept it all.�
Nick nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving Michael's
face. �I
know. I�m not�. I�m worried about what impact
the current situation
might have on the two of you.�
�The current situation?�
Nicholas tilted his head. �You know what I mean.�
Michael accepted that. He knew. But it was a
minute or so
before he found the words and courage to answer. �I
kissed him, this
morning. And he kissed me back. Have you any
idea what that
was like?� Michael stood, crossing to the dark
stereo system he realised
he�d never heard playing.
"Actually, no," Nicholas answered dryly.
�It�s Kitt, in that body. I�ve been touching him
from the beginning,
you know� you touch the paintwork, draw your fingers over
the hood, the
sensor on the steering column, and with the link� it was
the best thing
that ever happened to me. But today� he touched
me.� He shook
his head. �Sounds so damn simple, doesn�t it?
People touch
one another all the time, but Kitt and I, we can�t.�
Nicholas listened, trying to understand. He and
Michael were so
alike in a million ways, and so different in a million
others. This
was something he�d never ever thought about. Maybe
he had never dared
to think about because a part of him was instinctively
pushing everyone
away. To protect them from himself, to protect
himself from the pain.
When Karr had entered his life, when the implant had
connected them, it
had been the first time he hadn't been able to push.
He had had to
accept. But Karr was� Karr, the AI he was linked to,
his partner,
his friend and confidant. Somewhere deep inside, a
tiny part told
him he was more. He was so much more, in a way that
he couldn't put
into words. But he wasn't Kitt. Kitt was so
much more to Michael
he could barely begin to understand it.
�Don�t get me wrong, Nick, compared with the link it�s
barely a whisper
of intimacy. But it�s something we�ve never
had. I told him�
how I felt about him. I told him before this
happened and I don�t
think he believed me. When I told him this morning,
he knew I meant
it.�
�It�s his interpretation of your perception. He�s
probably having
trouble believing you could love him in his� natural
form. This morning
you talked to a �human� form.�
�But it�s still him.�
Nick smiled. �Michael� how many women did you sleep
with while
you were on the road with Kitt for all those years, before
the link was
activated?�
Michael crossed his arms, blushing. �A few,� he said
awkwardly.
Nicholas raised his eyebrows. �All right!
Quite a few.
What�s that got to do with anything?�
Nick gazed steadily at him. �For ten years Kitt
watched you seduce
women. I�m not saying he felt one way or the other
about it.
But now you�re asking him to believe that�s all over, at
least to believe
that you feel the same way about him as you did about
them.�
�Nick!� He shook his head. �They don�t
compare.�
�I know that, but�.� He searched for the point he
was trying
to make. �Has he ever known you go for anyone who
isn�t female?
Not to get too personal but, have you ever kissed a man
before?�
Michael held his palms out. �No, but I�ve never
kissed an AI
in an android�s body before either.�
Nick conceded. �Touch�.�
*
�Hey.� Michael found Kitt outside the warehouse
leaning on the
railings over the harbour. �You okay?�
Kitt�s head turned, watching his partner come to lean next
to him.
�Just� taking in the view. We�ve lived here so long
and I�ve never
just� taken it all in.�
Michael looked out over the harbour. In the distance
a tanker
ship was making its way into dock on the new quay.
�Justin called,
the car�s ready. Karr�s going to run me over there,
I was thinking
you might like to come?�
Kitt looked surprised. �To� to the lab?�
�Yeah.�
He couldn�t help but feel wary. He hadn�t been back
to the R&D
facility since Michael had rescued him after the Tarasine
experiments had
almost killed him. �I don�t know.�
�No pressure. I just thought we could take her for a
run, check
it out.�
Kitt nodded. �I don�t want to run into� her.
Not like this.�
�Why not like this?�
�Because if she knew�.� He tightened his grip on the
railing.
�I�m vulnerable like this, you�re open to attack because I
can�t protect
you. She�d use this against us.�
As wrong as Michael wanted his partner to be, he knew Kitt
was right.
�I�ll call Justin, make sure the coast is clear. But
if the worst
happens, just don�t say a word. She�ll never know
it�s you.�
His last comment was accompanied by a smile. �Hell,
I wouldn�t know
it was you.�
�Liar.� It was a gentle push.
Michael shrugged. �Okay, I would. But don�t
ask me how.�
Echoes of the implant, Michael had put it down to
eventually.
Several times before they�d even known of the link waiting
to flare into
life, Michael had sensed Kitt�s presence when something
had gone wrong.
Now, when he was close by he could feel Kitt even if the
link was silent.
�So?�
�I�ll go with you. Someone has to watch your
back.� Kitt�s
tone betrayed the uncertainty he felt in his temporary
body.
*
Karr drove them to the Foundation�s R&D facility in
silence.
Kitt was as quiet as his brother, and several times
Michael found himself
wandering if the two AIs were communicating via the
broadcast Nicholas
had mentioned. Not for the first time he ached for
the implant to
function. And as if thinking about it had reminded
his mind about
the hole within it, his head started to ache dully.
He rubbed his
forehead and when he looked up again he found his partner
watching him.
�Hurts,� was all he had to say.
Kitt nodded. �I know.�
It was late evening and the lab was quiet. �Do you
want me to
stay?� Karr spoke for the first time since they�d left the
warehouse.
�We�ll be fine, thanks.� But Michael didn�t miss the
fact that
Karr only moved away after Kitt ran his hand over the
Stealth�s hood, in
a moment when somehow Michael knew they were �talking� to
one another.
Kitt watched the car tool away and turned to take in the
imposing building
in front of them. He glanced at Michael, whose
expression was annoyingly
difficult to read. He thought about it for a moment
and then smiled
to himself. He knew his driver so very well.
�It bothers you.�
Michael hesitated, but shook his head, putting one
friendly arm loosely
around Kitt�s shoulders. �Ignore me, Partner.
I�m just jealous.�
He hugged Kitt close for a second and then released him,
gallantly standing
aside and sweeping his arm in front of him. �After
you.�
There was just the slightest reservation in Kitt�s step as
he walked
forward.
Justin looked up as the lab door opened. He felt a
momentary stab
of alarm as the stranger came in first, but settled when
he saw Michael.
�Hi, Michael!�
�Hi, Justin, how�s it going?�
The mechanic glanced at the other man who was gazing about
him.
�Who�s�?� And then it clicked. �Oh, my
God�.� He couldn�t
help but stare. Bonnie had told him, of course, and
sworn him to
secrecy. But whatever he�d expected, it wasn�t what
he saw now.
Standing before him in a long black coat - Michael�s spare
- over a loose,
untucked white shirt and close-fitting faded blue jeans,
Kitt looked as
human as anyone else. �Kitt�.�
The small, almost shy smile touched him. �Hello
Justin.�
�Jeez�. I, er, I just didn�t expect�.� He
trailed off,
watching as Kitt stepped further into the lab. The
sandy brown hair
and large brown eyes were distracting him, taking him
somewhere he really
didn�t want to go, somewhere he hadn�t been in a long
time. �Sorry.�
He made an effort to pull himself together. �Come
on, I�ll take you
to the car. We�ve moved it to the loading bay.�
They walked through the quiet corridors, Justin filling
Michael in on
the upgrades and improvements they�d made to the
car. Kitt followed
a little way behind, gazing around him. Once he
would have said that
he knew the R&D facility. But he was seeing
everything from a
different angle. The inside of the building, with
its high ceilings,
pipes and networks of cables running above his head and
large doors periodically
leading off from the corridor was a very cold, clinical
place. He
glanced up at Justin�s back. The mechanic was
talking animatedly
to Michael, walking through the place completely at ease.
They walked passed a set of double metal doors and
suddenly he stopped.
Approaching the door, he ran his fingers over the
lettering there.
�Cold Room�. A lance of fear drove through his
circuits, but he pushed
down on the door handle and to his surprise it
opened. Up ahead,
Michael had looked back to ask his partner
something. �Kitt?�
Kitt stepped inside the room. It was just as his
crazed memories
pictured it. A giant freezer in essence; specially
covered walls,
floor and ceiling, coated sprinklers in the top to
distribute the liquid
nitrogen or whatever the hell it had been that they�d
frozen the Trans-Am
with that day. Wrapping his arms around himself in a
gesture he�d
seen people do and suddenly understood, he took a few more
steps into the
room and turned, looking up through the observation window
in to the control
room. He recalled Devon and Jennifer standing in
that window while
a cold hell had been released on to him. His body
seemed to shiver
of his own volition, and he turned again to stare at the
floor on which
he�d stood and let it happen for a short time at least.
A terrible feeling of sorrow settled over his mind as he
remembered.
A moment later he felt a moisture on his face.
Reaching up to touch
his eye, he realised he was crying.
�Kitt.� He heard Michael�s soft voice behind him
just before he
felt his partner�s strong arms come around his
waist. Almost a foot
taller, Michael drew Kitt back against him, hugging him,
dropping a kiss
into his hair. He could feel the slim form trembling
ever-so slightly
in his arms. It didn�t take a genius to guess what
had upset him.
�Ssh, it�s okay.�
Kitt�s head was bowed, eyes scrunched closed. �Why
did they do
that to me?� It was barely a whisper but so like the
constant questions
that Kitt had bombarded Michael with during the nightmare
that followed
Jennifer�s tests.
Michael tightened his embrace, rocking Kitt gently on his
feet, pressing
his cheek to the side of his partner�s head, lips touching
the cold neck
just above the coat�s collar. There was no answer to
his question,
there never had been. All Michael could do was what
he�d done when
this had originally happened. Support and comfort,
give Kitt something
real to cling to.
It took a couple of minutes, but Kitt quieted, tears
running dry.
�Sorry.�
�It�s okay. I understand.� Lifting his head,
he rested
his chin in Kitt�s hair. He looked around, knowing
where they were
only because of the words on the door. �What made
you come in?�
�I just� I don�t know. I just needed to.
What�s that human
phrase - walk towards things that scare you?�
�It�s more of an analogy.� But he understood.
�Come on,
let�s get out of here.�
Justin turned when Michael stepped back from his
partner. He was
frankly stunned. But when he considered it he
guessed he was just
seeing the closeness, that had always existed between the
two partners,
physically expressed. He wandered if Karr was
usually witness to
this.
Keying in the door code, Justin led them into the loading
bay.
Reaching out his hand, he flicked on a bank of
switches. Instantly,
the area was floodlit. The car stood in the
centre. Michael
smiled at their mechanic. �It�s beautiful, Justin.�
�All in a day�s work.� But his own smile was one of
pride.
Kitt stood silent for a moment, staring at the restyled
Trans-Am.
Talk about �out of body experience�. Slowly, he
approached the car,
smoothing his hand over the new MBS shell. Michael
watched him closely.
He wasn�t sure now that this had been such a great
idea. He�d imagined
that asking Kitt to come to pick up the car with him would
do his partner
some good. But he hadn�t really thought it through.
Without taking his eyes from Kitt, he murmured, �Bonnie
mentioned that
you�ve installed the SensorNet.�
�Yeah. Everything�s in and tested. Kitt� will
have total
control from the CPU.�
Kitt was looking at them now. �SensorNet?� He
smiled softly.
�You completed it?�
Justin nodded, crossing to where the other was still
standing with
his hand on the roof of his car. �Couple of weeks
ago. It�s been
through extensive testing, everything should work without
a hitch.�
He gave Kitt a sideways glance and found himself
enticed. �Does everything�
function?� he asked despite himself.
Kitt regarded him with slight confusion, missing Michael�s
quickly-hidden
smirk behind him. �Everything�s run via sub-routines
which are difficult
to juggle in some cases. It�s taken me this long to
get the legs
to work.�
�Respiration, digestion?�
�No. Add-ons, I think.� It took Justin a
moment to realise
Kitt was making a joke. His eyes widened.
�Reproduction?� It too was supposed to be a joke,
but Kitt simply
raised his eyebrows and smiled. Lost on Justin, it
was a reply caught
by Michael. Suddenly the winter coat was too hot for
the temperature
inside the lab. Wanting to get back onto solid
ground, he approached
the other two.
�Could you take us through the system?�
Justin nodded, �Sure.� But he couldn�t help glancing
at Kitt
every now and again.
*
�This must be so strange for you.� Michael glanced
over at his
partner as they waited at a red light. A very basic
control computer
had been placed in the car to make it driveable. The
security systems
were all running. But Kitt was clearly
uncomfortable. As he
sat watching Michael drive he�d idly started to try to
access some of the
car�s functions, using the broadcast technique which
enabled him to communicate
with Karr. It had taken several attempts but he
thought he had some
basic control over the braking system.
�Kitt?�
He snapped his attention back to Michael.
�Sorry. Just�
trying something.�
Michael frowned. �Trying what?�
Kitt gave him a half-smile. �Don�t slow down at the
next light.�
�Excuse me?�
�Trust me.� It was bait, Kitt knew, and Michael took
it.
Approaching the next light, it turned red while they were
still a couple
of hundred yards from it. But he did as Kitt had
asked and didn�t
slow down. They moved another fifty yards, and then
the car started
to slow. Michael momentarily took his hands from the
wheel, grabbing
it again quickly. So used was he of handing the car
over to Kitt�s
control he had done it without thinking.
�How the hell did you do that?� Michael glanced
between Kitt and
the red light they had stopped at.
Kitt explained. �I won�t do it again.�
But as Michael drew off from the light, he was smiling,
shaking his
head in amazement. �Can you� drive the car?�
�I only have the brakes at the moment.�
�But you could?�
Kitt regarded his partner for a time. �Why?�
�I was just�.� He was amazed. Stunned.
�I was just
thinking how incredible you are.�
When they got to the warehouse, the doors opened
automatically at a
signal triggered by Kitt through the small temporary
control computer in
the car. By the time Michael pulled the car to a
stop close to the
diagnostic area, he and Kitt were grinning at one
another. Bonnie
and Nicholas both looked up at the arrival of the repaired
and upgraded
car. Within the sound-proofed cabin of the modified
Trans-Am, Michael
killed the engine and shifted in the driver�s seat to face
his partner,
dropping his head back against the headrest. �Are
you okay?�
�Not really, but� I�m surviving.� He looked into the
blue eyes
of his driver. �You�re making it a lot
easier.� Embarrassed,
he glanced away. Michael reached out, lifted Kitt�s
chin with his
index finger.
�You remember before the link, when we had to tell one
another what
we were feeling, be open with one another,
completely.� Kitt nodded,
taking Michael�s hand from under his chin, not quite
letting go.
�We have to do that now. I can�t begin to imagine
everything you�re
feeling, what you�re going through. But I do know
how it feels without
the link between us.� Michael turned his hand in
Kitt�s, taking a
hold of his partner�s fingers, stroking the digits one by
one. �If
you need to say things, just say them. I�m here for
you always.�
*
Bonnie took her mug and sat down next to Kitt where he
was busy typing
into Swan�s laptop. She�d left for now, having
talked to Kitt she
was confident enough to trust she�d get some data and
sensitive enough
to the situation to know where she wasn�t overly
welcome. Nicholas
was working on something that he wasn�t sharing with the
rest of them,
except for Karr who was his usual private self. But
he didn�t want
to take off while this was going on. Kitt needed
Karr desperately
at the moment, and both Kitt and Michael needed protection
while they were
this vulnerable, just in case.
�I�m sorry it�s taking so long.� Bonnie felt she
had to apologise.
Justin had fixed and updated the car faster than she�d
managed to fix the
damage to the CPU.
Kitt shook his head. �What you have to do is much
more delicate
and incredibly more complex.� He leaned in to her
like it was second
nature, and she in turn slipped her arm around his waist.
�I�ll have you back home the day after tomorrow, I
promise.�
He smiled his thanks. �How are things with you and
Michael?�
He turned from her. �Kitt, it�s okay.�
�How can it be? I�m the reason you and Michael�
split up.�
Sliding her arm up his back, she curled her hand around
his shoulder
and pulled him closer to her. �Kitt, you�re my�
baby. I was
with you long before I was with Michael. I can�t
pretend to understand
what you share through the implant, but I know how
important it is, how
it saved your life after� what Jennifer did, and this last
attack.
I know how much it gives the two of you, how much it means
to you.�
�What did Michael say, when he� ended it?� The
sorrow and apology
in Kitt�s tone were palpable.
�He just said he couldn�t block you anymore. He
hated to cut
you out of a part of his life, such an intimate
part. He� said that
at night you two curled up together through the
implant. He didn�t
want to push you away.�
�I wouldn�t have minded.� Kitt�s tone was
plaintive. �I
didn�t ask him to�. It was those weeks he spent so
close to me after
the experiments. I was so dependent on him
then. After that�
we never really went back to how it had been. We
stayed close.
I�m sorry.�
Again, Bonnie hugged Kitt to her. �Don�t be.
You know he
was never really mine. He�s always belonged to
you. I still
love ya.� Relived, Kitt leaned into her warmth, his
gaze going to
the car parked a little way from them. �Feeling
homesick?�
�Very much.� He glanced down at the laptop and then
back at her.
�I went to the cold room, at the lab. And I lost it�
I just broke
down.�
�It�s only to be expected, Kitt. You haven�t been
back since,
it was bound to provoke some memories and they were never
going to be good
ones.�
�I expected to have a hold on those emotions by now.
After everything
that everyone did. I knew I�d never forget, but� and
I found myself
crying, Bonnie.�
Her face displayed a mix of heartfelt sorrow and innate
fascination.
�You cried? Actual tears?� He nodded.
�That�s� I can�t
believe it. How did she do that?�
She didn�t expect an answer, but it was obviously not
what Kitt considered
a rhetorical question. �I believe the tear ducts are
activated under
extreme duress. Emotions are� differing tones of
current. The
interface picks those currents up from my CPU and acts on
them, expression,
tone of voice, that kind of thing.�
Bonnie smiled to herself. �She�s done a good job.�
�I just wish the legs worked properly,� he muttered almost
to himself.
�They were fine at the lab but there�s a glitch in the
sub-routines.�
He indicated the complicated code on the laptop�s
screen. �I�m trying
to sort it out for her.� He felt the kiss on his
cheek before Bonnie
drank down the almost cold coffee and headed back to her
work.
*
Usually, by three am, the warehouse had quieted down and
for the most
part everyone would be asleep. Even Nicholas had
started to get some
shuteye at nights. In his own bed. Justin had
his own apartment
and usually worked on Kitt away from the warehouse either
at the Foundation
garages or in the Semi. Bonnie had also moved into
her own apartment,
but for a few days she was staying at the warehouse in the
room she had
been using as her own before she and Michael broke up.
Karr was on standby, powered down to the point at which
he could recharge
but still be aware of his surroundings, still keep watch
over his brother.
But Kitt was awake, still working when Michael came
downstairs. He�d
wanted to give his partner some time to just �be�.
But sleep had
eluded him. He�d thrown on pair of sweat pants and a
sweatshirt and
made himself a coffee before padding down to the
diagnostic area.
Curling into the corner of the couch, he rested his elbow
on the back,
leaning his face into his palm. �You know, you could
offline, take
a break?�
Kitt smiled over at him, genuine affection touching his
eyes somehow.
�I�m not� tired. You, on the other hand, should be
exhausted.�
Michael shrugged. �I have difficulty sleeping
without you there.�
It was the truth. For almost eighteen months they�d
slept entwined
around each other in the place between the implant and the
link.
Kitt nodded, putting the laptop down onto the table in
front of him.
�Me too.�
For a moment they sat in silence. And then Michael
leaned over
to put his mug on the table. He reached for
Kitt. �Come �ere.�
Kitt went willingly, going into Michael�s arms, stretching
his legs out
as Michael did the same, hooking one ankle over Kitt�s
bare one.
�You�ve already developed something against shoes,� he
murmured, wrapping
both his arms around his partner, enjoying the feeling of
at least having
him physically close. �Your feet must be so cold.�
Kitt rubbed his toes over Michael�s sock. �They�re
lovely and
warm, thank you.� He closed his eyes. �Does
this remind you
of being in Geiger�s prison?�
Michael nodded silently. It had been exactly what
he�d been thinking
of. �Your physical closeness was the only thing that
kept me alive,
Kitt. We got through being separated then, we can do
it now.�
He smiled gently. �You�ve got less pointy corners
this time.�
He felt Kitt�s arm come around him, his partner�s head
lying on his
chest. Michael took a deep breath and relaxed,
resting his head on
Kitt�s head.
�I can hear your heartbeat,� the quiet voice came after a
few minutes.
There was no reply, except for a subtle change in
Michael�s breathing as
he shifted deeper in to sleep. Feeling safe and
secure, Kitt sent
out a single broadcast before closing down most of his
higher functions.
_Goodnight Karr
Watching over his brother, Karr sent a reply that might
or might not
have been received. He regarded Kitt lying with his
driver for a
long time. Then, out of some need he dared not
analyse, he touched
the link to his own partner. Nicholas was sleeping,
and not wanting
to disturb, Karr simply moved a part of himself close by
Nick�s presence
and rested there. It was close enough for now.
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