He
has to admit to his mistake before he can fix it and
that takes a couple of
days. He's put a foot wrong here and there before but
never back stepped this
far, undoing so much of his work without first enjoying
the results of it. But
he knows the first time he visits Will in the Baltimore
Hospital for the
Criminally Insane that he's done the wrong thing,
misjudged the situation and
the man and while it serves his purpose to have Will
punished for his crimes,
to leave him to rot would be dull, a waste of untapped
potential. There is another
ending here which he sees only when Will smiles at him
through the bars and it
brings him cursing, metaphorically, to his knees, He
goes to Jack Crawford and tells him he can prove Will's
innocence, that he's
been wracking his brains trying to think of what might
exonerate him despite
the overwhelming evidence that connects him to the
murders. He has been framed,
Hannibal says, by a cunning and worthy opponent who
might have made just one
mistake but it's a costly one. At the time the copy cat
slipped the comb into
Georgia's chamber, Will was in his hospital bed being
monitored by a whole host
of machines. If Will slipped his wires to sneak into
Georgia's room, the
machines would have known about it, even if he turned
their alarms to silent.
If they can get the readings taken that night of Will's
pulse and the oxygen
levels in his blood and if they see they're consistent
at the time Georgia was
being handed the instrument of her murder, they can
prove he didn't do it. Of
course those machines weren't interrupted that night.
Will didn't leave his room
and Hannibal knows it. Now Crawford and the FBI know it.
Jack
is relieved, of course he is, but there's a horror there
too, Hannibal watches
something die inside him and he understands. Jack has
practically convicted his
best friend of multiple murders he didn't commit,
because the same man who
killed Georgia must have killed Sutcliffe to have a
motive, and the same man
who killed Sutcliffe killed the others, they're all sure
of that. Will is as
innocent as Alana's always claimed he is. Jack's the bad
guy here and he knows
it. Hannibal
doesn't go to the hospital the day Will is released. He
gives Jack time to
voice his apologies if he wants to, as if that will
change anything. Will
already has an image in his mind he linked to that
friendship and it's one of
ruin and betrayal. There was evidence, yes, and it was
utterly damning as
Hannibal made certain it would be, but still Jack should
have known better, was
equally as responsible, and now he has proof that the
evidence was planted the
friendship that was once strong enough to push Will to
the very limits of
himself mentally and physically, lies shattered between
them. So
who is Will going to turn to now for whatever he's been
getting from his relationship
with Jack? It's
no surprise when his doorbell rings early that
afternoon. Hannibal hasn't seen
a patient since Will was locked up, having no appetite
for other people's
pathetic woes when his own chosen path felt so rocky.
But with Will�s freedom
secured, he has started to allow bookings to be made of
his time, just not
today. And not tomorrow. The house is filled with the
aromas of fresh coffee
and sweet things baking and when he opens the door to
Will standing on the step
he knows that all his pains have been worth the effort. With
the illness under control, Will is steadier, more
certain, and that is
telegraphed in the way he waits for an invitation inside
when he hasn�t in the
recent past. It's in the way he removes his coat and
allows Hannibal to hang it
for him. The desperation and fear that's slowly been
building has dissipated,
the tension has broken, well... at least a part of it.
Because there's
something else now in place of the stress, something
that's aimed directly at
Hannibal. He can feel it as surely as a physical blow
and struggles not to duck
away from it. He leads Will through into the living room
and indicates the
armchair but Will remains standing so Hannibal does too
and waits for him to
say whatever it is that's so clearly on his mind. 'Thank
you for proving my innocence,' Will murmurs and that
isn't it but Hannibal
accepts the gratitude. 'You're
welcome, Will. It took hardly any effort on my part to
find the truth. It must
have taken every ounce of you not to become the thing
that everyone around you
was claiming you were. I had the easy task.' There's
a little smile on Will's face that's frustratingly
difficult to interpret. In a
way, and just for a second, he feels like the tables
have been turned. 'You
did what Jack couldn't, or wouldn't, do. You kept
looking when he gave up.' 'He
still cares for you, Will.' That
smile finally slips and Hannibal's inexplicably glad of
it. 'He
doesn't care. He used me then felt guilty when he pushed
too far. He would have
let me rot in that cell just so that he didn't have to
look on his mistake day
after day.' 'I
wouldn't have left you alone there.' It's
not a lie. Despite what he told Dr Du Maurier before he
went to see him that
first time, he knew the moment his eyes locked with
Will's sharp gaze that he
didn�t have the
ability to walk away, that his feelings for this man run
deeper than he could
ever have imagined. Will is the only one of his victims
who�s still
breathing and that says something but it's more than
that, more than
friendship, more than fascination. At that moment, when
they looked at one
another through the bars in the cell, Will wasn't a
patient, wasn't a thing to
be toyed with until Hannibal grew bored of him and ate
whichever part of him he
hungered for at the time. At that moment, Will was his
equal and Hannibal felt
something he hadn't felt in a very, very long time.
Desire. He's
a celibate man because it suits him to be so. But it
hasn't always been that
way. The majority of people, even those he finds
attractive on a physical
level, bore him. When he takes someone to bed it's
because they fire all of his
senses, because he wants them with his body and his
mind. Up until that moment
in the hospital he didn't see Will in that fashion. Or
maybe he did and
couldn't admit it, maybe that's what Bedelia thinks
she's seen all along and
why she is so concerned about Hannibal's relationship
with him. In
this respect alone, he will never take what isn't freely
given. He will kill
without remorse but he will never rape and right now
hurting Will is the last
thing he wants even though he knows it�s
all he�s been doing
for the last few months. No. Will has to come to him
freely and willingly and
he's surprised by the growing need inside him for him to
do so. Hannibal has
the patience of a saint when he needs to call on it but
standing in his own
living room watching this strange man with these new
eyes is driving him slowly
crazy. He doesn't let it show of course, and he knows
that underneath this more
confident facade is still the skittish individual he's
known for so many
months. If Will knew the truth he would never believe
that Hannibal could ever
have cared for him but he does, so deeply it both
thrills and frightens him. Finally,
finally Will stops lazily perusing his paintings and
books, walking holes in
his carpet, and comes to stand in front of him with
purpose in his eyes. And
how perfectly bright those eyes are now. As clear as a
summer sky. 'If
you won't kill me,' he says, and Hannibal finds that he
has no idea what perception
is behind those words, 'I want you to fuck me.' Maybe
even up until this moment he might have been able to
ignore his feelings and
snap Will's neck for knowing too much, but not now. He
doesn't care how much
Will knows, or thinks he knows, because despite it he's
still here, still
asking for this. Hannibal doesn't think he's ever loved
someone so intensely in
his entire life as he loves this man right now. He
puts his hands on Will's shoulders, splays his fingers
and holds on tight. 'I'm
not going to kill you,' he says and with a hint of
amusement because if he can
still steer Will off that path he's going to try. 'I'm
not going to hurt you. I
won't fuck you, Will, but I can make love to you.' He's
relieved somewhat to spot a tiny crack in this new
armour Will's found for
himself. He hasn't grown cold, he hasn't sealed himself
up never to be seen
again, he's just drawn it like a protective shield
around himself and
underneath he's the same vulnerable, endlessly
fascinating man Hannibal has become
somewhat obsessed with. That pleases him. Will
smiles, a genuine smile, and puts his hands flat on
Hannibal's chest as his
lifts his face and kisses him. Hannibal feels a shiver
of pure delight at this
bold move, at Will's lips parting against his own, his
tongue pushing at his
teeth. He opens his mouth and bites down only in the
gentlest of ways before
sliding his own tongue over Will's, at the same time
stepping forward and
enfolding Will in his arms. Will's hands fall to his
hips, his body presses into
Hannibal's and his own excitement is very definitely
answered in Will's. 'Bedroom,'
he commands, barely giving the words enough space to get
out. 'I'm too old for
the floor.' Will
laughs, a perfect sound, and steps back as far as
Hannibal's willing to let him
go. He's the one to take Hannibal's hand. 'Lead
the way.' He
doesn't give Will time to change his mind. He kicks the
door of his bedroom
quietly closed with the heel of his foot and immediately
has them back in the
same embrace they were enjoying downstairs. Will's hands
hover for a moment at
his hips but they don't stay there. They roam over his
shirt and nimble fingers
start to unfasten the buttons in some random sequence
until all are done and
warm palms settle against smooth alabaster skin.
Hannibal allows a rare sound
of approval to escape his lips and begins his own
unveiling of this precious
thing in his arms, being more methodical about the task;
opening his shirt,
releasing his belt, the buttons of his jeans, breaking
the kiss to seal his
mouth to Will's neck as he eases the waistband of his
underwear down over sharp
hips. When
they next break apart they're both almost naked,
Hannibal's sturdy but slim
body in total contrast to Will's too-thin frame. He can
see a hint of his ribs
protecting his heart and lungs under skin that's pale in
places where he has
unexplained scars. His cock's purple tip is wet and
Hannibal can't stop himself
from collecting a sample on the tips of his fingers,
bringing them to his lips
and deliberately licking the taste of Will from them.
Blue eyes widen but he
licks his lips and nothing can prevent the growl that
breaks loose from
Hannibal's throat at that sight. 'Lie
down,' he whispers and Will does as he's told, stepping
out from the puddle of
his clothing, removing his socks as he goes. Hannibal
watches him lie down in
the centre of the bed, eyes never leaving him, and he
stares for a long minute
as Will lies still and exposed for him. Then he ends the
torture for both of
them and joins him, lying down beside him, half over
him, guiding Will's mouth
sideways to meet his own. As they kiss, Hannibal moves
his hand over Will's
neck and throat, thumb drawing a line over his Adam's
apple. He pinches one
dark nipple and feels the jerk of Will's body against
his own. With
glee he pushes himself up to straddle Will's thighs,
leaving the wet kiss to
bend his mouth to a different task. He bites down gently
on the left nipple,
and when Will moans with the sensation, he takes it
between his front teeth and
bites down more sharply, momentarily, before releasing
it, letting the blood
flow back and lapping at it with his tongue. He moves to
the right nipple while
Will's still catching his breath, and repeats himself,
back and forth, until
Will is practically thrashing beneath him, one hand
fisting the silk comforter
in its pure Egyptian cotton cover. He
keeps Will distracted like this while he reaches for a
small bottle in the
drawer beside the bed and with one hand gets the lotion
onto his fingers. Only
when Will is whimpering and scratching at his shoulders
with his short
fingernails does Hannibal reach back, slide his hand
between Will's legs and
finds the place where he can slip his fingers inside
him. His wrist brushes
Will's weeping cock as he moves within the heat of him
and he lifts his head to
watch as he starts
a slow push into
Will's body, three fingers demanding passage. Will
slowly relaxes, his muscle
giving way, fingers clutching at Hannibal wherever he
can get purchase and
there's no doubting the moment he surrenders. Hannibal
wants to draw this out more than anything but it has
been a while and the urge
to sheath himself is something he can't ignore. He pulls
out his fingers just a
little more roughly than he put them in. 'Lift
your legs to my shoulders,' he says and again Will obeys
without hesitation.
Looming over him, bending him double, Hannibal presses
into him, splitting him
open, breaching and relentlessly moving forward until
he's all the way in. The
heat and the pressure are incredible. Will's fingers
gripping his arms urge him
into a steady rhythm, pulling back and pushing in, again
and again, listening
to the sounds of worship Will makes, his whole body on
fire with want and
desire. He can keep this up for hours, has done in the
past, has left his
lovers weeping and begging. But he doesn't want this
first time to be like
that. He wants Will to stay, wants him for his own, to
keep him here, so he
shifts his weight, wraps his hand around Will's cock and
knows it won't take
more than that. Will comes beautifully, head thrown
back, hips cantered up
pressing his ass onto Hannibal's cock, sobbing once. Hannibal's
orgasm has been building slowly but at the sight of Will
utterly undone it
surges forward suddenly and without warning, wrenching a
rare cry from his
throat and everything that he is from his cock. He can
feel himself pulsing
deep inside Will's body and stays there, panting softly.
When he finally
softens and slips free, he rolls onto his side leaving
one arm possessively
lying across Will's stomach as Will's legs flop down to
the wrecked comforter
bunched and wrinkled beneath him and he turns his head,
eyes blown, smile as
easy as Hannibal's ever seen it. 'Thank
you,' he murmurs and Hannibal shakes his head. 'There�s no need to
thank me. I've been thinking about dong that with you
for a while now.' It's
partly a lie but on the grand scale of lies it isn't an
important one. He turns
on to his side as he tries to remember how to do this
next part but looking at
the man he's chosen to share his bed he's struck
suddenly by all the reasons he
has for doing so. He lifts his arm and pushes his
fingers through Will's thick,
dark, sweat-damp hair. 'You're such a beautiful man,' he
breathes, the truth of
his own words stunning him. Will rolls his eyes, no clue
of the impact he's had
this evening, the impact he's still having on a heart
presumed dead so many
years ago. 'I'm aware it's not thought of as a
compliment by most men but I'm
serious. You fascinate me on so many levels. You have
more worth in you than in
all those people society considers priceless. Don't ever
think otherwise, don't
ever let others tell you any different.' Hannibal
can see the embarrassment in his eyes but for a
self-effacing man like Will
it's good to see some little pride there too. 'I
think you might be just slightly biased,' he says, and
Hannibal shrugs. No
denying that after what they�ve just done. 'But it's
good to hear someone say it. It's
good to finally find someone who doesn't treat me like a
freak, or like fine
china.' Hannibal
laughs softly, settles his arm back around Will's waist
as he too moves onto
his side, head cushioned on one arm, his arm reaching
hesitantly for his bed
mate. His finger tips touch Hannibal's chest, stroke the
smooth skin over his
sternum cautiously as if it any moment he's going to be
told he isn't allowed
to touch. Hannibal will do no such thing. He likes it.
Most physical gestures
he makes for show, to fit in with society, those simple
things that people do
that are so easy to mimic so no one looks beyond the
facade. Hand-shakes, those
stupid air kisses, holding a child's hand as she lies in
a hospital bed. It's
all part of the human front he presents daily but not
this. Will has always
shied from physical contact himself, getting
progressively more insular as the
illness took hold. He's given himself to Hannibal so
completely today, it's
just going to take time for him to accept he's more than
welcome. 'Do
you want me to leave?' he whispers, like he's asking if
Hannibal would like a
drink, and Hannibal frowns and shakes his head. 'No,
Will. I want you to stay. Spend the day and the night
and on Wednesday we will
pick up your dogs from Alana and take you home. Does
that sound agreeable?' Will
nods, 'Yes,' and closes his eyes, asleep just minutes
later. Hannibal
watches for a while, watches the lines smooth, long
eyelashes flicker, but no
nightmares seem to come to disturb his rest. Eventually
Hannibal too sleeps,
with someone else in his bed for the first time in so
many years. |