�Hey.� Tony
looks up from where he�s sitting, cross-legged, back
from the glass where the bridge meets the hull of the
helicarrier. �Hi.� They�re
docked, weighing heavy in the water, repairs taking
place. War�s
been averted along with the most immediate crisis. The clean-up,
the paperwork, the politics are someone else�s problem. It�s good to
see Bruce. He�s
been confident that there would be time to talk him into
not leaving but maybe he hasn�t been absolutely sure
until now. �May
I?� Tony
nods and Bruce sits down beside him, legs dangling over
the edge between the floor and the glass. The design
impressed Tony from the moment he saw it even though
he�s bound to lose things down the gap. He�s been
taking notes for the next tower, perhaps even for the
rebuild of the current one. �Are
you okay?� Bruce asks him, and Tony smiles, nods. �Thanks
to the Other Guy. Couple
of bruises, couple of cracked ribs. Nothing live
threatening. Guess
we know what he saved you for.� �To
save you?� Bruce
laughs and Tony does too.
�That�s a nice sentiment.� �I
thought so. Are
you okay? You
took quite a tumble.� �Thirty
thousand feet off a fighter jet apparently. I�m fine.� He turns away,
rings his hands together and Tony watches him, fighting
off all kinds of feelings he isn�t used to dealing with. Bruce Banner
has dropped into his life with the emotional equivalent
of a nuke and he isn't sure what to do with any of it. �Steve says
you knew I�d come back.� �I
believed in you,� Tony admits, because it would be easy
to pretend nothing has changed but he's never been one
to take the simple, painless path. "The
others didn't." "They
don't know you as well as I do yet." �I
came back because of you.� �I
know.� Bruce
smiles. �I
just wanted to say thanks.
No one�s ever done as much for me as you have. I don�t know
if you meant to do it or if I was just another
challenge.....� Tony
turns, catches Bruce�s gaze and holds it. He shakes his
head slowly. �I
don�t know what this is but it�s definitely not just
another challenge.� �I
really should go, Tony.� He's
not talking about simply getting some sleep, he's
talking about leaving for good, dropping out of sight
again, as off the grid as he ever gets with S.H.I.E.L.D.
tracking his every move.
Tony isn't surprised to discover he doesn't want
that. He
leans to his left, shoulder dropping against Bruce�s,
nudging gently, almost playfully. �I was kinda
hoping to talk you into staying.� �I
was kinda hoping you would.� His voice is
low, quiet, touching something at the base of Tony�s
spine. "I
did think you'd want to be in the wind the moment this
was all over." "Did
you?" Tony
doesn't answer. He's
thinking maybe he's missed something. "Wherever I
run, it never seems far enough." He
nods. He
gets that. �My
previous invitation still stands." "Would
that be the spoken or unspoken one?" Tony
is definitely impressed now and even more surprised. He spent forty
eight hours working with Bruce at close proximity in the
wishbone lab with very few breaks and very little sleep,
mainlining caffeine drinks and half-healthy snacks,
flirting with him every which way from subtle to
downright suggestive and he got nothing back in return
except for those gorgeous little wry smiles that had him
continuously fishing for more. He thought
perhaps he just wasn�t the good doctor�s type, as much
as he hated to think that. Turns
out he just might be.
He sits up and tilts his head. "Are you
coming on to me, Dr Banner?" Bruce
actually looks at him with a genuine, open smile playing
over his lips and his eyes wide. Such a Goddamn
beautiful man. Tony
finds himself speechless for the first time ever. "Maybe." He
has to force words out of his mouth just in case this
new, braver Bruce is scared away by silence. "It�s about
time, Jeez! You
really make a guy work-"
He's interrupted by a kiss, if it could be called
that, just the briefest pressure against his lips, there
for a moment then gone so fast he barely registers it. But it shuts
him up because his body reacts faster than his brain for
once and the surge of arousal is quite frankly
paralysing. "If
I'd known that was what it took to keep you quiet..." "Yeah,
you know for a genius you're kinda slow on the uptake." He almost
doesn't make it through that sentence either, because
the fingers of Bruce's left hand have settled against
the arc reactor where it's shining through his shirt. Tony glances
down at them, heart beating its way potentially out
through his rib cage, dick so hard he could stack
doughnuts on it. "I
guess now I have your complete attention." He
couldn't have had it any more completely if he'd
actually taken Tony directly by the balls. He nods,
glancing up only to be instantly caught by the depth of
sincerity and lightness of joy in those caramel eyes. "You're
the best man I've ever met. And believe
me, I've thought carefully about those words because I
don't know how much bigger your ego can get and still
fit in the suit." Tony
doesn't have a smart answer because his brain's busy
processing the incredible compliment. So he just
sticks out his tongue and Bruce laughs so it's worth the
moment of childish behaviour in what's got to be the
most adult conversation he's had in a while. "Working so
closely with you before all hell broke loose were some
of the best hours of my life. It's been a
long time since I've known real collaboration let alone
friendship. People
are usually wary of me at best, more likely scared of me
but you..." He shakes his head. "The grown up
part of me knows I should leave, knows this can only end
badly, but I don't want to. I want to stay
but I can only do that with your help. There are
still people I have to be scared of, still people who
want me in a cage or strapped to a table in a lab and I
can't... I can't do that, go through that, not again." Tony's
erection at least subsides as anger spreads through him. He's read
about the accident but there must be other files, locked
or deleted, detailing the experiments afterwards, before
he escaped the army's clutches and went on the run. "If anyone
lays a finger on you I'll kill them myself," he promises
and means it. "That
isn't what I need." "Then
consider it a freebee.
And you can have anything. A place to
call home, somewhere you're safe, you've got it. R&D
facilities with cutting edge tech and limitless
possibilities and endless funding, they're yours." There's
a pause where the words 'thank you' should be, only
they're not needed.
Instead, Bruce asks, "What about you?" "Hey,
I'm yours too. I've
never had a lab partner before this. It's good, I
like it. I
like you. You're the first person I've met who doesn't
only keep up but is way ahead of me." "I
meant more what do you want from me." Oh. That�s easy. "I just need a
promise. No
more guns. Not
only are they primitive and you both deserve way better,
you're too unique to be another statistic. Seriously, if
I come down to the lab one morning to find your brains
all over the floor, you're out on your ass." Bruce
chuckles but it's laced with sadness. "Don't worry. It takes a
hell of a lot of courage, determination and desperation
to kill yourself. I
found it once, I don't think I have it in me to find it
again." Tony
tentatively covers Bruce's hand where it's still resting
in the centre of his chest. He presses his
fingers between Bruce's fingers and meets his gaze. "I'm
going to make sure you never get low enough to even
consider it." Bruce
nods. "Okay. I can make
that promise, but no more.
I'm sorry, Tony, I want this but I have no idea
how it's going to work out." "It's
going to work out fine-" "Excuse
me." They
look up together, and Tony momentarily sees himself
through Nick Fury's eye; the two of them sitting facing
one another, hands clasped over Tony's heart. Sickly sweet
and achingly romantic.
But he doesn't let go. "Do
you mind? We're
talking here." "It
really looks like something else. And you're
distracting my people."
Over
Fury's shoulder the skeleton crew on the bridge were
absolutely definitely not looking in their direction. "Should we
take this somewhere more private, Doctor?" Bruce
carefully pulls back his hand but he nods with a smile
and Tony's relieved that the flirty version of him is
still with them. They
both get to their feet. "Do
I take it Doctor Banner will be staying with us longer
than expected?" "Doctor
Banner will be staying with me," Tony clarifies, "if
that's all right with you, Nick?" His tone makes
it clear that he doesn't care one way or the other. Fury smiles. "I�m
happy to support Doctor Banner's decision." "Easier
to keep tabs on him if you're supposed to know where he
is." Nick
doesn't rise to it, merely remarks, "Cheaper too." Fury
watches them retreat towards the body of the
helicarrier. Their
lab�s still being rebuilt but the social areas remain
mostly intact. A
stranger pair he can�t imagine, although maybe it�s not
so strange that after years of a lonely existence in the
worst of places, Banner should be seduced by the warm
welcome and blank research cheque that Stark�s offering. And perhaps
after years of being the only genius on the block it
isn�t so surprising that Stark should be drawn to
Banner�s wealth of knowledge, to his experience and to
the danger. There
just looks to be more to it, what with the holding hands
and meaningful glances, Stark�s protective streak and
Banner�s sudden change of heart when it comes to living
in New York. He
can only hope it works out. A pissed off
Bruce Banner is bad enough, but he would rather deal
with the Hulk any day of the week over a morose, drunk,
doughnut-guzzling Tony Stark. Joyful laughter
reaches him from the back of the bridge and he makes a
decision. If
it all goes wrong, he�s leaving the country. If
it all goes right, on the other hand, they are going to
be a force to be reckoned with. And Tony
Stark�s going to be more unbearable than ever. Oh, joy. |