�Wow.�
Stark glanced up, threw a tired smile in Steve�s
direction.
�I know, can you believe it? He passed right out. Too
long spent as the big guy.� His smile faded. �Too much
pain.� But another glance at Steve�s face and he
realised he hadn�t been referring to the sleeping man
with his head in Tony�s lap, but to the devastation
around them � the staggered cracks in the marble
flooring, the empty spaces where windows should have
been, the shattered glass and dust and chunks of
plaster. �Oh, that. I�ll get it fixed. It�s just a
building. Contrary to popular believe, I�m not precious
about stuff like that. Someone was just teaching an
out-of-control demi-God a lesson downstairs.� He
couldn�t help what he thought was probably a sappy
expression climbing all over his face while he combed
his fingers through Bruce�s black hair in what he hoped
was a soothing way and not at all creepy.
"I said I was sorry.� On the seat next to him, Bruce
shifted then turned onto his back, eyes still closed.
Tony's hand stilled against the top of his head until
he'd settled again, then resumed its stroking.
"Welcome back, grasshopper."
Bruce grunted, opened his eyes and lifted his head
slightly, looking down at himself. "Who dressed me?"
Tony cradled the back of his head, a little possessive,
a little protective. "I did. My clothes, sorry. You�re
shorter than me. Most of the time."
"Green shirt?"
"It brings out the colour of your eyes. Or rather, his
eyes. I didn�t think you�d care about the colour, seeing
as how you were naked in front of the whole team.
Besides, that shirt is tailored! It was expensive, so no
hulking out!�
He sighed and lay back down, not complaining about Tony
getting all touchy-feely with him. Tony took that as a
good sign and took advantage, stroked the backs of his
fingers along the side of his neck, dipping curious
fingertips into the open collar of the green shirt. He
felt a shiver when he touched skin, ghosted over a
prominent collarbone then returned by the same path,
resuming his hair stroking.
In the doorway, Steve cleared his throat � a sound both
Tony and Bruce ignored � and came in to the room to sit
a plaster-covered cushion. The major damage had been
done downstairs, that was where the big guy had taken
out a little of his frustration on Loki, made such a
mess of the floor the whole thing would have to be
replaced. Up here it wasn�t so bad. The windows were out
and the floor had cracked in the beating the building
had taken. But brush off the dust and the furniture was
still intact.
�I thought we were going for Sharwama,� Cap commented,
and Tony nodded.
�We most definitely are. Just waiting for the others to
get the blood and brick dust out of their hair.� As he
spoke he didn�t take his eyes from Bruce�s peaceful
face; eyes closed, lips parted, soft breathing hinting
that he�d fallen back to sleep. The rest of them were
still running on adrenaline, but the Hulk used that up,
so after changing back Bruce was running on empty and
had been more shy and withdrawn than usual, prompting
Tony to bring him up here for some private time while
the others sought out first aid and showers. The level
of trust that he was showing here was breathtaking. Tony
had never felt so honoured, so fucking humbled. He could
love this guy, seriously, completely and for the rest of
his life.
�Oh my God, you guys....� Luckily Natasha�s voice was
no louder than a whisper as she stepped through the open
doorway with Clint just smiling at her shoulder. �You
two are adorable.� Tony flipped her off with his free
hand but she ignored him. �We�re missing Thor.�
�He escorted Loki back to Fury�s flying aircraft
carrier. He said he�d be here.�
Clint crossed in front of Tony to sit on the other end
of the couch, while Natasha paused to smile sweetly at
him before she settled at Clint�s feet, toes just
touching Cap�s leg. Rolling his head along the back of
the couch, Clint nailed Tony with a look that was
half-warning, half-amusement.
�Does he get any choice in the matter?�
�You think I could make him do anything he doesn�t want
to? You were there, right? Met the big green alter-ego?
Besides... he�s safe.�
He glanced again at Bruce�s face, wondered if he was
really asleep. This thing had been building between
them, slowly creeping around the edges of his
consciousness with every moment spent in Banner�s
company. A little hero worship, a lot of curiosity, and
that smile on his face... the one that made Tony light
up inside, the one that said he was having fun, despite
the jibes and the wary, careful way everyone except Tony
was acting around him. He�d known Bruce would join the
battle even after falling ten thousand feet from the
helicarrier because he�d already worked out the big
secret, how he controlled his bigger half. Bruce�s
secret was the same as Tony�s � once you�d fought and
raged against the injustice, you learned how to live
with it. Admittedly Tony hadn�t gone down the suicide
route � his ego was way too inflated for him even to
have considered it. He loved being alive. The world
would be a darker place without him after all. But it
had broken his heart a little to hear Bruce � a man he
considered a genius and an equal in more ways than one �
say that he�d tried to end his life. Maybe it was then
that he�d decided he would do everything, anything, to
bring him back, to make him see that running wasn�t the
answer, that he�d be safe with them, with Tony.
He hadn�t yet said he�d stay. He hadn�t said much. But
Tony wasn�t willing to let him go without a fight.
Tony�s hand strayed to the back of Bruce�s neck,
pressing his fingers into muscles that were still tense.
He felt him shift slightly, putting the pressure where
he wanted it and he couldn�t help imagining getting the
guy naked, spread out on his bed, straddling his hips,
working out every knot until he was boneless enough to
let Tony blow him. He had to move himself then, to make
room for his erection in his jeans, and maybe someone
would have said something if they hadn�t been surprised
by big feet landing hard on broken glass and Thor�s
booming voice.
�My brothers in arms! Shall we eat?�
As far as entrances went, it wasn�t bad.
�Hungry, fella and big fella?� Tony murmured, squeezing
Bruce�s neck. He nodded, groaned and sat up slowly,
stretching muscles and popping joints. Feet still on the
couch, he surprised Tony by turning towards him, leaning
over him with one hand settling close to Tony�s thigh,
his wrist brushing his leg. Tony smiled and tried to
remember to breathe. �Dr Banner.�
�Mr Stark.�
His eyes were still bloodshot, he looked as wiped out
as the rest of them would do in a couple of hours. But
he was smiling and he was so close Tony only had to lean
forward to kiss him. For a heart-stopping moment he
thought Bruce might take up the challenge he�d been
laying down from the get-go, but instead he turned away,
dropped his feet to the floor and glanced across at
Thor.
�Let�s go.�
They made a strange little group in the strange little
restaurant. With the exception of he and Bruce, and
Clint and Natasha who had history, their band hadn�t
exactly become firm friends. Tony spent the meal trying
to work out how to get Bruce to return home with him,
and the others didn�t really talk. But the food was
good, a couple of them downed a beer or two, and Tony
left a tip that was not far off enough to buy the place
outright.
The city had been devastated and while they weren�t to
blame, some short-sighted people were already holding
them responsible. They needed to lay low for a while and
the plan was to spend the night aboard the helicarrier
then to go their separate ways in the morning after
seeing Thor and Loki on their way back home. Steve was
heading out to Washington. Clint and Natasha were back
on assignment. As they left the restaurant, Tony stepped
up to Bruce�s side and nudged him with one elbow.
�What are your plans?� he asked quietly, hoping it
sounded like an open question. He was almost certain
that the answer was going to be India, but Bruce
shrugged.
�I hadn�t really thought about it. I didn�t expect to
survive the fight, never mind win it.�
He decided to get straight to the point and spend the
following hours talking Bruce into it, rather than to
waste time dropping hints. �Come home with me.�
Bruce turned to look at him. �Your home�s in a bit of a
mess, Tony. You don�t need me....�
He waved away the problem. �That�s not my home, it�s my
office. I have this incredible house in Malibu with a
lab that will blow your mind. You can meet Jarvis, catch
some rays, play with my stuff....�
�Malibu?�
�Yeah, you know. California?�
Bruce looked honestly stunned. �You want me to go to
California with you?�
Tony slapped a hand to his own chest. �You keep on
breaking my heart.� He tried to make it sound humorous
but didn�t think it had worked judging by the expression
on Bruce�s face. �Yes, I want you to go to California
with me. I want you to come home with me. I have all
this cool tech and you will so get it! No one else gets
it.� He wanted to say something about company and
friendship, but all the words were getting jumbled in
his head and nothing sounded right. He was starting to
tire, finally, the events of the day starting to hit
him, the adrenaline wearing off. �Let�s sleep on it. You
can decide in the morning. Because if there�s somewhere
else you�d rather be....�
But Bruce shook his head. �Actually, no, there isn�t.
It�s not that I�d rather be somewhere else, it�s just
that... I�m not sure you and I are such a good idea.�
Tony felt his smile burst across his face. �Are you
saying you think there�s an �us�?�
Bruce�s answering smile was less bright, painfully shy.
�I said you and I. And I was talking in terms of us
being friends, co... somethings. I didn�t mean to imply
that we�re... that we would.... I was just saying....�
He took a deep breath and looked at Tony with such
pleading in his eyes that Tony just melted. �Help me out
here?�
He resisted the urge to simply throw his arms around
Bruce�s shoulders and hug him. �I like the idea of a
�you and I�,� he assured. �I love the idea of an �us�.
We can figure out the details later, maybe in the
morning after sleep and coffee and waffles.�
�I hate waffles.�
�No one hates waffles. How can you hate waffles?
Waffles are the food of the Gods � ask Thor, I�ll bet ya
they have waffles on Asgard. Hey! Thor! Wait up!�
Sleeping quarters aboard Fury�s boat were basic but at
least the VIP rooms weren�t shared, had proper showers
and bunks bigger than the standard military size. Tony
missed his bed, his space, but on the other hand his
room in his tower was full of rubble and glass, it was
just one night and this way Bruce was just the other
side of a metal wall. He tried to imagine him stripping
naked, lying on top of the sheets because the air
conditioning wasn�t functioning properly and it was hot
in the bowels of the carrier. He was a great looking guy
with a great body. Tony hadn�t bothered averting his
eyes when Bruce had turned back in the ruins of his
living room in Stark Tower. He�d given Tony a ride up
because the suit hadn�t been functioning too well by
then, and Tony was able to return the favour by finding
him some clothes, but not until he�d committed a darkly
haired, well built body to memory. He tried to forget
the way the transformation had looked and sounded, and
the way that Bruce had looked embarrassed and slightly
ashamed when he�d opened his eyes. He hoped he hadn�t
caught him staring, and wondered how he�d look when he
was aroused, comfortable and confident, toes curling and
fingers clutching.
But his fantasy kept turning into what reality was more
likely to be; Bruce still fully clothed, curled up on
the bunk next door with the blankets pulled over him,
eyes closed but as far from sleep as it was possible to
get. The bunks weren�t big enough for two, or maybe Tony
would have bitten the bullet and pushed his way in
there, put himself between Bruce and the wall and held
him close until he let himself sleep. Bruce hated the
helicarrier as much as Tony did. They shared the
claustrophobia for entirely different reasons. But they
were on the water, not in the air, and there was a
subtle movement of the vessel against the tide even if
Tony was maybe imagining it. Finally it ended up rocking
him to sleep, and he dreamt of giant green men invading
the earth.
Driving from New York to Malibu had been his original
plan, keeping Bruce out of the air, but the Acura sucked
up a ridiculous amount of gas and the journey would have
taken three days. So they flew to New Mexico, car and
all, saw the site where Thor had first landed, then
drove on home. Most of a day had passed by the time they
pulled into Tony�s driveway. The sun was coming back up.
Still, Tony was wired and Bruce had at least slept,
finally feeling safe enough to do so in an open top car
blasting through the desert throughout the night.
Difficult to feel claustrophobic out in the open.
Killing the engine, Tony leaned over murmuring, �Wakey,
wakey, sleeping beauty,� and gently touched his
shoulder. Bruce was a bad person to surprise and Tony
really, really liked his new car. �Couple of minutes and
we�ll get you into a real bed, then you can sleep for a
week.�
Keeping his word, Tony led Bruce straight through the
house to the guest room nearest to his own and pushed
open the door, leading the way inside.
�Christ, Tony, I�ve lived in places smaller than this.�
Then he yawned.
�Do you think for one second I�m going to apologise for
being rich?� Bruce chuckled and shook his head.
�En-suite�s through that door, kitchen�s one flight
down. I�ll tell Jarvis you can go wherever you want.
I�ll make sure there�s coffee and OJ when you wake up.�
He smiled gently. �Oh, and waffles. You�ll love my
waffles.� He got to the door and stopped. �You need me,
just tell Jarvis, he�ll find me.�
�Jarvis is....� He made a twirling motion with his
index finger pointed up at the ceiling.
�Yeah. But don�t worry, he�s very open minded and won�t
peek.�
�Kinda creepy.� He actually looked too exhausted to
really care. �Thanks, Tony.�
�Hey, you�re welcome. I�ll show you round when we�re
both conscious.�
It took a certain amount of inner strength to leave the
room and close the door behind him, but Bruce needed to
sleep and he needed to wind down after a four hour
flight and a sixteen hour drive. He went down to his
lab, told Jarvis to afford Bruce Banner every courtesy
and to allow him all the access he wanted. He checked
his blood toxicity levels (normal, stable) while he
filled in his personal AI on the events he hadn�t been
privy too � namely his burgeoning friendship with their
new housemate.
�Will he be staying long?� Jarvis asked, tone neutral.
�I hope so,� was all Tony could say.
He had a double whisky, tinkered for an hour, then
checked in on Bruce and watched him for thirty seconds
through the crack in the bedroom door. He was in the
centre of the bed, under the comforter, bare shoulders
visible in the dim sunlight coming in through the
darkened windows. His clothes were in an untidy pile
next to the bed, the door to the en-suite half-open. It
was a start, he realised, to Bruce actually making
himself at home. He fought the urge to join him, pulled
the door closed silently and went up a flight to his own
room, stripped and fell back onto the bed, lying awake
until midday when he eventually lost consciousness.
By the time they woke, there was an entire wardrobe of
shirts and pants in Bruce�s preferred size, boxers and
socks in the drawers, shoes, a shaving kit, even a new
toothbrush in the en-suite. Pepper�s magic. Tony slept
for twenty four hours, Bruce slept for thirty six,
waking in the middle of the night. Jarvis informed Tony
that their guest was up, so Tony was in the kitchen to
greet him. He was showered, looked refreshed and more
relaxed than Tony had ever seen him. Whoever had done
the clothes shopping had stayed away from the greens and
he was in a deep red shirt hanging over black jeans.
He put a mug down on the bar and Bruce slid onto a
stool in front of it. �Decaff, black, no sugar,� he
hazarded and Bruce nodded, wrapped his hands around the
huge mug gratefully and breathed in the bitter aroma.
�Thank you. And for the clothes, the bed, the roof....�
Tony held up a hand. �Stop. It�s all fine.�
But Bruce shook his head. �I�ve been through hell and
back more times than I can count, Tony. I�ve been
experimented on, I�ve been tortured and I�ve tried every
way I can think of to end him and myself.� There was no
self-pity or sorrow in his voice, just the same
matter-of-fact tone he�d used in the lab on the
helicarrier. �I got low....� �Very few people
have ever helped me and no one�s done as much as you.�
Tony bit back his instinctive sarcasm. �I can do more
and I will. You�re not a lab rat and I�m not going to
let anyone treat you like one.� He waited until Bruce
met his gaze and smiled before lightening the mood. �And
will you please stop saying thank you like it�s this
great shock I�m capable of altruism. We�re good. No
thanks required. And just so you know, I have people
working on material that will stretch and contract, so
hopefully no more waking up in strange places naked.�
Bruce opened his mouth to say thank you and Tony
wiggled a finger. �What did I say? If you really need to
thank me, try my waffles.�
He shook his head. �I hate waffles. Too much sugar.�
�Sugar makes you go green?�
�Sugar elevates my heart rate and makes it more
difficult to not �go green� if something provokes me.�
�So... what can I make you?�
He had to think about it, apparently. �Omelette?�
�Ahha! I can do that!�
It wasn�t a half-bad omelette either, if Tony did say
so himself. Bruce seemed happy to eat it.
�Want another one?�
He shook his head. �No, thanks, but that was great.�
�Hey... what is with all this surprise? Is my
reputation really this bad?�
One of those shy smiles touched Bruce�s lips, the ones
that curled a tongue of heat around the base of Tony�s
spine. �Natasha said you couldn�t cook for shit.�
He couldn�t believe what he was hearing. �That cheeky
minx.... I�ll show her! I�ll cook her a souffl� that�ll
blow her mind.� He picked up his own coffee. �Want to
see the lab?�
Bruce laughed a little at Dummy and Butterfingers, said
hello to Jarvis, then lost himself in playing with the
virtual wireframes after Tony showed him the new element
his Dad had led him to discover. They played at working
until they got hungry again, when Tony had Jarvis order
takeaway � sushi from the best place in town � and they
sat in the lounge in the middle of the afternoon eating
raw fish and rice and drinking warm sake.
�I haven�t had a drink in... in as long as I can
remember.� Bruce was lying back on the carpet, knees
bent, hands on his chest. His head was turned towards
Tony where he was sitting with his back to the couch,
legs stretched out, bare feet tapping a random rhythm
against Bruce�s shins.
�I drink so I don�t have to remember.�
�You, my friend, are an alcoholic.�
Tony shrugged, more than a little distracted by the
sight of a chilled out Bruce Banner lying on his living
room floor. �Borderline at best.�
Bruce chuckled softly but didn�t say anything else and
for a while they were silent. Tony liked the way they
could just be together without the need for words. He
wasn�t sure he�d known this kind of peace with anyone
else before and that was strange, because at least on
paper Bruce Banner should have been the last person he
found it with.
Bruce sat up suddenly, cross-legged in front of Tony,
and he waited for what was coming next, happy to let him
set the pace of whatever was going to happen today. He
reached out a hand and Tony watched two gentle
fingertips tap the arc reactor in his chest through the
worn black of his t-shirt.
"Can I see it?"
Oh. Tony grinned. "Sure."
He pulled his T-shirt over his head, throwing it
somewhere behind him. Then he scooted closer, wrapping
his legs around Bruce's hips, practically sitting in the
guy's lap. Bruce tensed for a moment, understandably,
but the sake in his bloodstream was mellowing both of
him and he relaxed again.
"Kinda like tantric sex," Tony blurted out, then added,
"I bet you know all about that stuff, don't you?"
"A few years ago I would change if my pulse rate got
too high, so yes, I know about it."
Tony couldn't help it if the look on his face was
somewhere between awe and adoring. He was suddenly
imagining them naked, sitting like this but so much
closer, with Bruce buried balls deep inside him but
still just sitting, for hours, making the tiniest of
movements when the pressure got too much. "I honestly
think I�m head over heels in love with you."
Bruce dropped his head, pink tinges coming into his
cheeks. "Tony...."
"Don't take it to heart. We�re all a little bit in love
with you. Except maybe Steve. I don't think he knows
what to make of either of us.� He took a deep breath,
wanting desperately to move off the subject. �So?
Incredibly brilliant, dashingly handsome billionaire
playboy who built mini arc reactor out of scraps in a
cave here."
Bruce looked up again like he'd just remembered why he
was sitting on Tony's living room floor with Tony half
naked in his lap. He raised his hand, more hesitant now
it was bare flesh around the blue glowing light and he
was careful only to touch the science and not the skin.
"How did you do it?" he whispered, and Tony told him in
exact and excruciating detail, every word of which
Banner understood and Christ, if that wasn't the hottest
thing he'd come across in a long time.
When he finished talking, Bruce looked from the reactor
to his face, and Tony leaned forward and kissed him. He
half-expected to be politely pushed away but he wasn�t.
Bruce's hands came up to settle on his shoulders and
Tony took that as tacit permission to get his fingers
back into the guy�s hair, to slide his tongue into his
mouth. For long, lazy minutes they kissed, deep and
restless until Tony had to break away just to catch his
breath.
�How slow do we need to take this?� he murmured, lips
skipping across Bruce�s throat. �Do I need a lesson in
extreme patience or are we okay to screw like rabbits?�
Bruce laughed, getting his hands into Tony�s hair as if
in revenge, easing his head up to nip at his lips.
�Something in between,� he replied, looking just a
little less nervous and shy and a little more like he
belonged exactly where he was. It was a good look on
him; sexy as hell. It made Tony want to do filthy things
with him and then cuddle with him afterwards. He was
still trying to work out what might be acceptable when
he felt Bruce�s hands on his bare chest, light fingers
brushing their way down over his ribs to his the
waistband of his jeans. �I haven�t done this in a
while,� Bruce admitted, voice rough and Tony didn�t
care, more than that he thought he might be relieved.
He�d never gone in for jealousy but the idea of some
other guy getting his hands all over this one man made
him itch.
�You have natural skill,� he responded, not knowing
what else to say. He was diamond hard, incapable of
preventing the resulting moan when Bruce�s fingertips
stroked a firm line up along the length of him through
restrictive denim. He got the buttons of Bruce�s shirt
undone, stroked his fingers over a hairy chest and
stomach, sealing their mouths together again, swallowing
the small sounds Bruce was making with every touch to
his skin. This time when Tony broke away, he knelt up
with his knees either side of Bruce�s hips. �Lie back,�
he murmured softly, stroking sure hands over Bruce�s
ribs, thumbs meeting at his fly. �Tell me to stop and
I�ll stop.�
Bruce dropped back slowly, nodding, his hand sliding
down Tony�s arm as he went, stopping at his wrist, eyes
locking with Tony�s as he took a deep breath and
unbuttoned his own fly. Covering, then replacing Bruce�s
hand with his own, Tony eased his jeans and underwear
down his legs and off his feet, straddled his thighs and
bent double to take his erection to the back of his
throat.
Bruce swore softly, touched Tony�s head for a moment
like he wasn�t sure what to do with his hands, then Tony
scraped his teeth lightly up the underside of his dick
and Bruce started to scrabble for purchase in the thick
carpet. Tony idly wondered how high his pulse rate could
get before he simply lost control but he wasn�t saying
stop so he didn�t, just backed off slightly, taking it
easy, using his tongue, his fingers behind heavy balls.
One of Bruce�s hands settled on Tony�s head, fingers
curling gently into his hair, no pressure just a maybe a
need for more of a connection so Tony reached for his
other hand blindly, found it and laced their fingers.
�Christ, Tony....�
He could feel fingernails against his scalp, a slight
pull on his hair, then Bruce was trying to get him to
lift off and as he still hadn�t said the magic word,
Tony assumed the threat wasn�t the big guy but the
imminent danger of....
�Tony!�
He hollowed his cheeks and sucked and Bruce came, body
tense and shaking, Tony�s name like a mantra on his lips
and fuck, that was hot. Not that his ego needed any more
stroking. He reached down to free himself and felt a tug
on his hand.
�Come here.�
Kicking the denim off he stretched up along Bruce�s
body to be pulled down into a harsh kiss that soon
settled into something longer and deeper, and he felt
Bruce�s hand wrap around his dick and moaned with
embarrassing volume.
It wasn�t going to take much, Bruce might not have done
this a while but he knew what to do with his hand like
most guys did. Despite keeping it slow his grip was
fucking perfect and Tony came after a few hard strokes,
his face buried between Bruce�s neck and shoulder,
shuddering through the aftershocks and eventually
dropping to lie half on the floor, half on Bruce. One
arm came up to wrap around his shoulders and Tony closed
his eyes, the sun starting to set outside the windows,
the house silent around them.
He woke suddenly, with someone poking him in the ribs
and saying his name insistently but sounding nervous
doing it as they bloody well should have been, waking
him at some ungodly hour for whatever the hell they
wanted.
�Tony.� Bruce was the first thing he saw, with a look
of something approaching terror on his face. Turning his
head he saw Pepper standing over them, looking at him in
that way she did when he�d done something really bad.
His house, his floor, his fucking boyfriend, he couldn�t
work out what he�d done wrong but maybe they should take
it somewhere more comfortable. Now he was awake, he was
definitely up for Round 2.
He sat up, and Bruce scrambled after him, a hell of a
lot more embarrassed that Tony was. He stood and offered
a hand up, which Bruce immediately grabbed back once he
was on his feet to cover himself. Tony didn�t bother;
Pepper had seen it all before.
�We�ll....� He pointed in the general direction of his
bedroom. �Introductions later, okay?�
Pepper nodded slowly and Bruce followed him out of the
living room, down one floor to the master suite.
�That wasn�t quite the introduction I had in mind,�
Tony confessed as closed the bedroom door and turned.
The confidence from earlier was gone, Bruce was looking
for something to cover up with and Tony felt a little
like banging his head against the wall. He took Bruce�s
hands, brought them to his lips and kissed his
fingertips before leaning in to kiss his mouth. �She�s
seen me in much more compromising positions, believe me,
and you have nothing to be ashamed of. So she got an
eyeful. She�s just going to be jealous.�
�Hey, if you and her....�
�I meant of me, big fella.� He smiled, glanced at the
bed and just like that the nervousness was gone again
and Bruce was back with him in the here and now.
They came together; Tony�s hand wrapped around them
both, the friction alone enough to bring them off. Bruce
fell asleep almost immediately, wiped out and safe in
Tony�s arms.
Tony lay awake for a while, body clock shot to tell,
watching his new lover sleep. He thought about what
Bruce had said about everything � the military, his
heart beat, how long it had been since he�d done this.
He couldn�t imagine being so scared of himself that he
couldn�t connect with another human being. But he knew
what it was like to be locked in an unpredictable,
failing body, a prisoner in his own skin. And he knew
what it was like to be held against his will, to be
brutalised and terrorised. He didn�t want to think about
how the military had tortured Bruce, what they�d done to
try to get the hulk to make an appearance, forcing the
change, bringing him back just to do it over again. He�d
never met anyone more gentle and unassuming. Never met
anyone quite so damaged.
He remembered Coulson sending him to meet with General
Ross to talk about the Avengers, remembered thinking
there was something cooky about the whole thing. He�d
ended up buying the bar if memory served just to get a
drink. He�d disliked Ross on sight and now he knew what
the guy had done to his Bruce, even using Stark
Industries kit to do it, he was going to make sure,
through channels that couldn�t be traced back to him,
that the General took an early retirement, one way or
the other.
His Bruce. He privately liked the ring it had even
thought he�d never dream of saying it out loud. He
dropped a kiss into the black hair tickling his chin and
rested his cheek against the top of Bruce�s head,
closing his eyes. Never again would he need to run, Tony
made a silent promise to him as much for his own benefit
as it was for Bruce�s. This wasn�t a one-off thing, this
was real, for keeps. He hadn�t really known that before
and now he�d found it no one, absolutely no one, was
going to take it away from him.
�I love you.� He mouthed the words, trying them out for
size. He�d said it before to a handful of people but it
had meant something different to what he was feeling
right at that moment, what he�d been feeling since
finally meeting the man whose work he�d appreciated for
years. Bruce Banner in the flesh was more than he could
ever have imagined and he was only just beginning to
understand the impact that meeting was going to have on
his future, on his life. On him. �I love you.� The words
were spoken on a breath, not yet heard by the man they
were meant for, but finally he was able to close his
eyes and wait for sleep.